"Ugh!" I threw my phone to the foot of my bed and threw my head backward into my pillow.
Ever since yesterday, when I kicked Harry out, he's been calling and calling me. Texting and texting me. I only read the first few. They were the same, each one said something like 'please please call me', or 'you don't understand it's not what you think', or 'come on El you know me!'.
Done.
I'm done, how can he think I'm so stupid? I heard him say the words. It's not a misunderstanding. How could anything he said actually turn out to mean something else?
Right after I have myself to him too. I should have seen this coming. I was a toy all along. He thought I was desperate enough to fall for him and it looks like I was.
I squeezed my eyes shut to keep the tears from coming out. I don't even know what time it is. I couldn't sleep last night, so I've been laying here in my darkened room for endless hours.
"Eliana?" my mom peeked her head through the door.
"What?" I groaned and rolled over so she couldn't see my tear soaked and swollen face.
"Honey, it's four in the afternoon." she said sympathetically
I heard footsteps cross the room. She tore the curtains open and I winced. Feeling the sudden urge to hiss at the sunlight. I yanked the covers over my head.
"Eliana!" she scolded then ripped the blankets off me and the bed.
"Mom!" I complained and squinted at the bright sunlight that swallowed her up from behind.
"It's the beginning of fall break, go have some fun." she sounded serious about such a lax suggestion, "I know you and Jane fought and I know your on a rough patch with Harry, but you'll work it out."
I brought my bare legs to my sweatshirt covered chest, wishing I wore pants instead of shorts to bed.
"Can't I just stay here?" I asked and hid my face in my knees.
"No, go and get some exercise or something." she pointed to the door, "I don't need another mopey teenager around here. Your sisters enough."
"Make her leave then!" I snapped.
"She's next. But I don't get to spend as much time with her, and you two refuse to be in the same room as each other so I'll have to make due with one at a time while you guys work it out."
"Fine." I huffed and slid off my bed, "then I get to use your car."
"Fine." she said.
I rolled my eyes, she obviously will do anything to get me out. I snatched up some clothes and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower.
As the water cascaded down my body, I had to strain my mind to keep it off Harry. I imagined anything but him.
Like what was I going to do? Where am I going to go? I have no friends therefore no one to hang out with. Wow my life sucks.
I'm sick of having to look down on myself. You know what, if people are going to be like this then so be it. I don't need them and they obviously don't need me. Every situation that I'm being put through just helps me build up these walls that are never going to come down.
I stepped out of the shower and slipped on a pair of jeans and a shirt. Since it's so cold out I used a blow dryer to dry my hair. When finished I put on my shoes and jacket. I decided to find a quiet place to read so I shoved a book into my bag and shot down the stairs.
I didn't say a word to my mom as I grabbed her keys from her purse. I just took them and left.
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My Sisters Lover(Harry styles fanfiction)
FanficIn a medium sized, but rather wealthy town in Indiana, 16 year old Eliana Fray finds herself in a bit a mix up. After she breaks up with her 'perfect' boyfriend, he proceeds to tell the whole school a net of incredibly impossible and untrue lies. Sh...