My Sisters Lover(Harry styles fanfiction)

Chapter 32

Since my mom arrived at the hospital in an ambulance and Harry and I came in his car, we all drove home together. I gave my mom the front seat and sat behind her, rubbing her shoulder gently. I'm sure she's just as tired as I am. She's been up all night and refused to sleep, same as me.

Jane never came to visit in the hospital, she's been waiting at home. I don't know if that's good or bad. I guess good because I didn't have to deal with her attitude and bad because she probably should have been there for her own mother.

We pulled in front of my house, I quickly jumped out to help my mom out. She assured me she was fine and can walk on her own but I don't care. I will help her out with anything she needs, anything at all. I put my arm around her and lead her to the house.

"You guys need anything?" Harry asked as he followed us to the front door. He skipped ahead and opened the unlocked door for us. Captain came running up to greet us but Harry shoed him away.

"We're good Harry, thanks." I lead my mom inside. She began to slowly ascend the steps.

"I'm just down the street if you need anything." he assured.

I weakly smiled up at him. He looked so concerned with his eyebrows drawn together. His eyebrow ring perked up as he did so. His tongue darted out of his lips and passed over his lip ring. Sometimes I forget about his appearance and how different he is from the other guys I've dated. And I'm so thankful I have a mother who judges people on who they are and not what they look like.

"Why are you staring at me?" he asked, my gaze moved away from his lips and back to his beautifully colored green eyes.

"I love you, thank you for everything." I latched onto him, nuzzling my face into his chest. He pulled me in tighter. I enjoyed the warmth he gave off.

I looked back up at him and stretched up to kiss his lips. It was a gentle and soft kiss, the kind that I needed after the night that I've had. His lips tasted salty from the cheese-it's we had before leaving. There was also the faint taste of cigarettes. I pulled back slowly, the image of commercials advertising lung cancer from cigarettes filled my head.

"I love you too." he said before backing out of the doorway.

I sighed heavily when the door fully closed. What a night. All I want to do is take a long hot shower and lay in bed for as long as possible.

As I climbed the staircase I heard a door open from the top. Jane exited our moms room and had a worried and confused face. She hugged her arms to her body and approached me with her head hanging.

She stood in front of me for a moment, silent. She finally spoke, "I-Is mom gonna be okay?" she spoke with a quiet broken voice.

"I don't know." I answered honestly. I don't know how this will all work out. I dot even know if she'll live to my graduation. The thought instantly makes my eyes water up. Jane began to cry and pulled me in for a hug. I hugged her back. I just want to forget about our problems and fighting. She's my sister and we need to be here for my mom.

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I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling with a wet face from crying. I thought about a lot of things. Like my mom and Harry and going back to school in a few days. I don't have any friends, maybe Anna but that's not for sure.

How did my life go from great to depressing so quick? This really does suck and I've already realized this but now my moms sick. If she dies then I don't know what I'll do..

I hear movement on the rooftop and then a curly haired figure appeared in my window. He slides it open and sits on the window ledge.

"Hey." he said.

"Hey." I replied with a fake smile.

He closed the window and walked over to me. I made room for him to lay down next to me, I curl up against his side and close my eyes as he stroked my hair in a soothing way.

We didn't talk we just lay there, listening to each others breathing. I took deep breaths through my nose taking in his sent. After so long of silence he speaks up.

"What do you need," he said, "anything."

I don't know what he meant by that. I don't know what I need. There are things I need that he can't control. I need my friends to stop hating me, I need my grades to get better but most importantly I need my mom healthy.

I prop myself up on one elbow and look down at him, "I need to forget." I said and lean down to kiss him gently.

He rolls over and on top of me. I pull his shirt off of him followed by mine. He kisses down my neck then chest then stomach. He unbuttons my pants and pulls them off of me. He takes his own off and then joins me again with a silver square in hand.

"Do you always have a condom with you?" I smile.

"You never know." he chuckles back.

I hook my fingers in his boxers and pull them down as far as I can before he kicks them away. my panties are next then he rolls on the condom. He places himself at my entrance and begins to kiss me again.

He slowly pushes is and starts to move in and out slowly. This time it's not as painful and I actually can enjoy myself. I lost track of time and my thoughts and all I could think of was Harry and the feeling of him inside me and that I love him. We didn't Screw of band or whatever people at school boast about, but we made love. And it was something I really needed.

"I love you." I say breathlessly. He looks me in the eye with a sweaty forehead.

"And I love you." he says and kisses me.

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