The Complicated Lie (ON HOLD)

Part 16

Bella’s POV

The moment I walked out the house making my way to the car, I turn my head and there he is, making out with that girl. I just continue making my way to my car with my head down not wanting them to notice me. I reach my car safely and reverse it out of the parking bay by my house. The moment I turn to speed off there he is standing on the pavement looking at me. I can feel how my heart begins to break the moment I speed off down the road. The moment I stop by the robot before turning into the road where the school lies, the tears start pouring down like rain as I begin to cry. I regain myself and wipe the tear away.

“Fuck! My make-up” I swear at myself.

Not caring about how I look I continue my way to school. I arrive and there are my friends, waiting for me on their usual spot. They are the only ones that ever cared and loved me. I get out my car and I look at Crystal and Mackenzie. They look at each other with concern.
I then close my car door and lock my car. I head for the school building not greeting any of my friends. I head for the girls bathroom. Mackenzie and Crystal walks after me as the boys just stand there in shock thinking what could of happen.

“Bell? Bella?” Crystal calls out.

“Bella where are you!” Mackenzie screams out calling me once again.

“Here” I say kicking the toilet stalls door a bit too hard as it goes flying open.

“What’s wrong, what happen?” Crystal asks pulling me in for a hug.

“He was there, there by that girls house, they were making out!” I say as the tears starts rolling again.

“Don’t worry Bella things will get better, you just need to take some time to relax.” Mackenzie says trying to calm me down.

“I’ll try, but if I see his face again I don’t promise to not smash his face in for him” I say raging in anger tightening my fists.

“Wow when did you become so violent” Mackenzie asks with a shock look on her face.

“I love it” crystal says with a happy look on her face.

I can’t help but laugh at both of their expressions. I turn to the mirror and apply make-up to the areas which were washed away by me tears.

“I’ll be fine guys I promise” I say “I’m just going to plug in my earphones and ignore the world for the rest of the day.”

“It’s okay, we understand.” Mackenzie says.

I give myself one more look in the mirror. I look down at my phone and I plug in my earphones. I play the song Mercy by Shawn Mendes and I put it on full blast. I smile at my two best friends and we walk out the bathroom. We reach my locker and Isaac and Jack are standing there. I give them a warm smile and then turn to my locker to get my books out. While I am busy looking for my books I can feel his gaze burning the back of my head. I ignore it and continue listening to the music which is blearing in my ears.

I have all my books and I look which class I have first. Maths. ‘Err great, now I have to walk past that dickhead’ I have a smile on my face as the thought comes and disappears. I turn to go to math and now I have to walk past Zaven and his friends. I build up the courage to just walk past, I change the song I’m listening to and I start walking. Once I’m past them my nerves become less jumpy. The moment before I’m in the clear I just feel this hand grab my shoulder.
There are those tingles again. I turn around and there he is, standing right at the back of me. I look him straight in the face and all I can see is hurt. ‘Shouldn’t I be the one that is hurt?’ I just turn around and walk away. ‘He should’ve thought before he did anything with that girl. Hell I should’ve thought before I started falling for him.’

I’m not feeling well the moment I walk into math, so I just go to my desk and I lay on my arms. I still have my earphones in, smoothing the horrible feeling I’m feeling right now. After a few feel his presence enter the math classroom, but I ignore it flatly.

I look at my phone for the time and my eyes glance over the class. There he is across the class sitting alone tapping his pen on the desk, listening to the sir. He looks pissed off so I just lay back on my arms. After a few minutes, I think, someone taps me on the shoulder, I look up at my sir.

“The bell has rang Bella.” he says walking back to his desk in the front.

“Oh yeah, sorry sir.” I say getting up.

“Why don’t you go home Bella, you look terrible.” he says concerned.

“Yeah I think I will do so.” I grab my bag and leave the classroom.

I make my way to the bathroom. I look in the mirror. ‘Wow I look like shit.’ I wet my face and then leave the bathroom after wiping it with toilet paper. I reach my friends which are all standing by my locker.

“Wow Bella, you look like shit” Crystal says laying a hand on my forehead.

“Yeah, I think I’m going to head home. I don’t feel so well.” I say leaning against my locker.

“Okay no prob, just get better soon okay.” Mackenzie says with a warm smile.

I smile at them and then head down to the office so that they can sign me out. I get signed out and I make my way to my car. I get in and make my way home.

I get home and I’m not I the mood for anyone so I just go up to my room as if nothing happened. I go and lay on my bed and put my phone on charge so that when I wake up it is 100%. I fall asleep thinking about rainbows and unicorns.

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