Hypophrenia sets in as I self hypnotize to blind my own eyes.
*[Infernale Apperentia quom in statu animi]
* Hell becoming visible as a state of mind*
And this twisted state becomes mine , eternally trapped within a collapsed mental mine.
This hell freezes as Hypopituitarism devours me and literally no longer can love be.
And ironically this heart break of no longer feeling love forces me to an early wake as I do break..Down!
Cardiomyopathy , as my empathy ceases to be leaving nothing more than sympathy As they read my eulogy.
No need to miss for finally I AM FREE .
No sadness or worry for me. This is the essence is what heavan means to me. It is to be without the gravity of conventional reality to burden me.
another poem with some Latin enjoy it. This is one of a small serious of "dark" love poems.
