exception | kim kangmin

7

Kangmin's POV

I found Hana sitting at a bench at the sky garden in the hospital. I walked over to her and sat down beside her.

" W-What are you doing here ? " She asked and I sighed. I didn't reply her and she continued crying and crying and crying.

" Don't get the wrong idea that I like you or whatever , i'm only here because Ryujin told me to. " I said bluntly.

She smirked , " Why is everything about RyuJin ? What makes you think RyuJin feels the same way back to you ? "

That hits me hard.

Yeah , why did I think that RyuJin felt the same way towards me ?

" All you ever talk about is RyuJin , have you ever thought about How I felt ? I have a crush on you for a really long time and all you care about is RyuJin. " She cried.

" I tried so many ways to make you fall for me but yet all you ever care for is Ryujin. " I looked over at her.

" I told my parents to talk to your parents about the arrange marriage and they agreed to it. I thought that you would like me after that but no , all you ever think of and care for is Ryujin ! " She cried even harder.

" Precisely. " I said and she looked up at me.

" The reason why I don't like you is because you tried too hard. Liking someone isn't about forcing yourself to like someone or forcing yourself to changing just so someone would like you. " I said.

" The reason why I like RyuJin is because she doesn't try. Do you think she cares when she screams in my face and runs off ? No. That's what I like about her. " She sniffed.

" I like how she doesn't care even if i'm the popular kid in school or I could help her stay in school. She cares about what she truly believes in and I hope that you will understand that I won't like you. " She looks down at her fingers.

" S-So you're trying to tell me that I could only find true love if I be myself ? " I nodded.

" But what if no one likes me ? What if I- "

" Hana. " I said and she looks at me.

" Stop overthinking things , things aren't so complicated but you made it seems so complicated. You will definitely find true love if you be yourself. Being true to yourself is truer than true love. " I said and I don't think the last sentence made sense.

" You're able to find true love , believe me. " Someone said from behind and we turned around to see Ryujin.

" You want to find your soulmate right ? " Hana nodded and RyuJin smirked.

" You're in Seoul , you are definitely able to find your Soulmate in Seoul. " Hana burst into laughter and the rest of us followed.

" You're so lame but so funny ! " Hana said and she started laughing even harder. This is the first time , I've ever seen Hana being so real to her true feelings.

Because of her status , she would always try to put on a poker face and say that it's not even funny but it's nice to see how she's being truer to her own feelings now.

Hana decides to head home and I finally am able to spend some time with RyuJin alone.

" Your letter , it's cute. " She said and I looked over at her and smiled. She looked down at the ground shyly and I chuckled.

" Are you insane ? " She asked me.

" If considering going crazy for you , then yes I am. " I winked and she blushed. She looked away shyly when I grabbed her hand.

" I know very well that we are still young but trust me , I do really like you a lot. " She looked at me in the eyes.

" I do too. " My eyes widened.

" I liked you for such a long time but when I realised you and Hana are going to get married , that's when I decided that I should stop liking you. " She said.

" Look , its cliché and it happens in every drama , I just want to let you know that no matter what happens i'll always be there for you. " I said.

We stared at each other in the eyes and for a second we were both lost in each other's eyes.

But we're still young so nope.

RyuJin's POV

" RyuJin ! " Hyejin called out , I was dragged back to my room. She squealed when she saw my letter , apparently she has read it.

Since you guys wanted to know about the content so badly , I shall read it to you guys.

Ryujin-ah ,

It's useless to tell you all these stuff how because you seemed to hate me. I'm sorry if I did hurt you in ways that I didn't know , I might be a clueless person but tell me and I'll change.

Cliché but I can't live without you.

I'm like peanut butter as your jelly , together we can concur obstacles together. I need you to have trust in me even though I copied peanut butter and jelly from google but I still really like you.

You can't sense it in this letter but I do like you a lot and by that I mean a lot.

We might only be 17 but let me just tell you that meeting you was one of the best thing that has happened in the whole of my 17 years of my life.

I was stunned when I saw your body on the ground and that's when I know that I do indeed like you more than I thought I did.

Without you , I felt alone. I need you in my life , just like how Jimin needs Jams and how Rap monster needs Ryan and how Suga needs sleep.

I hope you're feeling better and I hope that you will get better because Kangmin is sad when you're hurt :<

Please talk to me.

I'll be at the sky garden.

- Kangmin

It's rather sweet and that's when I decided that maybe I should be more open minded so I went to the sky garden.

Hyejin came to me and she placed her hand on my shoulder and told me ,

" I approve Kangmin ! "

5th Nov 2017

YAY :D

sad note , I think this story is ending soon :')