what am I thinking?

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My body is shaking/unsteady breathing/eyes rolling back inside my head from feeling on ecstasy/Lips touching/but I don't want to wake up alone agin/Now there are tears falling/falling from my head and out of my heart/ I scream/ I scream so loudly my voice cracks and my throat aches/why isn't anyone reaching out to help me/I'm sorry/So fucking sorry I couldn't give you what you wanted/I just can't/You won't love me/ So I guess I can't love you/ and I don't want/ I don't this/ I don't want to have sex/at least not with you/So leave me/ baby don't even try/Do I really need someone to love me that badly if I won't even be happy/and here I am now/ alone


I wish it was different

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