Rant/Random

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I am rrrrrreeeaaaallly considering deleting this account, and starting anew.

Because I am not appart of the server any more. You can say that events happened, and it lead me to have so much stress that I shot myself in the head. Because that's practically what happened!

I find some things a little unfair about me not ever getting back. But hey, I was the one who pushed "the trigger", wasn't I?

But, as a song lyric from one of my newest favorite songs states-

"I'm doing better than I ever was."

Because while this is happening, good things are happening real life. My hair got cut. I'm out to a ton of people. I'm finally getting therapy for myself. But there is always a little nagging voice at the back of my mind, reminding myself of what I did.

I...

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In the future there will be a goodbye chapter.