Mistakes

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TRIGGER WARNING!!! ⚠️

Olivia's POV
I started looking through my drawers to find a razor blade, I found one at the very bottom. I looked at my wrist and made three small cuts into my wrist. I winced at the pain but I felt so good. I made a few more cuts before I heard a knock at the door.
"Liv are you almost done I need to take a shower," Elton said. We share a bathroom.
"Umm yeah just give me a second." I quickly washed up the blood from the sink and threw the blade in the trash. I got a wet towel and meld it on the cuts for a second to stop the bleeding. Once it stopped I went to the door and opened it.
"Okay I'm done," I say.
"Okay thanks." Elton said. I go back to my bedroom and take a sigh of relief, Good he didn't look at my wrist or anything, I'm all in the clear. Elton would kill me if he found out I cut myself again. But I missed the way it felt.
"Olivia Castee!" Elton yelled barging into my room. "What is this?" He asked holding up the bloody blade me got from the trash can.
"Elton Look I can explain," I said.
"Yeah please do," He said. I explained to him that Colby has just uploaded that video and the comments were so mean and I just needed an escape.
"Liv," was all he could say.
"Elton it's not a big deal, Look I didn't even cut that deep," I said showing him my wrists.
"But what if you did, what if you really hurt yourself, what if I wasn't there this time to get help," he said. "I don't want you doing this anymore, you can always come to me, and we can go out and do something you don't need to self harm there's tons of other stuff you can do to help you," Elton said.
"I know, I don't know what I was thinking," I said
"You weren't thinking, liv, I know you, it was a mistake but I won't let you make it again," he said.
"Thanks for being here for me!" I said and hugged him.
"Anytime Liv," Elton said.
"I should probably tell Colby," I said.
"Do you want me to be there with you?" He asked.
"No I should do it on my own." I said. I walked out and went to Colby's room.
"Hey colbs can I talk to you about something." I said walking in. Colby was on his bed in his phone.
"Yeah what's up babe?" He asked. He could tell I was upset because he had a concerned look on my face.
"Ummm I made a mistake," and I told him everything that just happened. He had tears in his eyes when I finished.
"It's okay now tho, Elton talked to me,"
"Liv, promise me you won't do anything like this again?"
"Promise." I said.
He pulled me into a hug. This is why I love him, he always wants to see me happy!

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