Lovesick ❤️// Colby Brock FanFiction

Sorry

Liv's POV

I don't remember anything after I fell asleep watching the movie last night. I woke up in Colby's bed and I was a little confused but then I figured he carried me in. He wasn't in bed when I woke up. I sat up and rolled my sleeve up. I looked at the cuts in regret. I regret braking Elton and Colby's promise. I felt a pit in my heart knowing how they would feel if they knew. I couldn't stand to look at my arm anymore so I rolled the sleeve back down and grabbed my phone. After a few minutes I heard the toilet flush in the bathroom, I guess they got it fixed early this morning, I thought. With in a few seconds Colby entered the room. He wasn't wearing a shirt and he had on black joggers. I know I've been dating him for a year now but damn!! "Hey babe." I said. "Hey gorgeous," He said as he flopped onto the bed next to me. "How are you?" He asked. "Good how are you?" I said. "No, how are you, seriously?" He asked again. "Still good. What's going on Colbs" I asked. "Nothing I just wanted to make sure you're ok. You know you can come to me whenever you need, right?" He said. "Of course, why are you acting all weird?" I asked. 

Colby's POV

I hate confrontation. I don't like confronting people. I'm not the type of guy to get all serious. I guess Liv could tell that I was weird because she asked, "Why are you acting all weird?" I don't want to just come out and say, I found your blade in the trash, what the hell!, but I know that I need to talk to her about this and make sure she's okay. "Look Liv, I love you with all of my heart and I want you to be 100% honest with me, Okay?" I said and grabbed her hands. "Okay?" She said while giving me a worried look, like she didn't want me to ask what I was about to ask. "Have you been cutting yourself again?" I asked straight up. "Colby," she said. "And please, please don't lie to me. I saw the blade in the trash can and I saw your cuts on your arm." I said looking her dead in the eye. "Colby, it was only that once." She said. "I- I don't even remember why I did it, something just came over me and I did it." She said with tears forming in her eyes. I looked away from her because I didn't know what I was feeling. Hearing her admit it made it feel more real. "Colby look at me." Liv said. I looked down at out hands. I pulled my hands away from hers. 

Liv's POV

"Colby, please" I said with tears falling down my cheeks. I knew I couldn't lie to my boyfriend so I told him the truth. When I said it I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders but seeing how upset it made Colby made me feel even worse. "Colby" I begged. He was still looking away. "How could you?" He said quietly. "I'm sorry Colbs, I know that I promised-" I started but he cut me off. "You promised! You fucking promised me!" He yelled with tears streaming down his face. He got off the bed and paced around the room. "I'm sorry," I said quietly. I could tell that he was mad and sat both at once. "No don't be sorry." He said calmly as he came to my side. "I shouldn't be mad at you right now." He said. "No I understand why you're mad. I broke your trust." I said as i looked at me hands. "Liv, I want you to be the happiest girl in the world, I guess I"m just upset that I'm not doing that." He said. "Colby, I am happy. I'm the happiest I've ever been, but something like this isn't something you get over and stop instantly." I explained. "I know, I'm sorry for yelling." he said. "I'm sorry too, I should have told you as soon as I did it. I know that you're only trying to protect me." I said. "You know that you can come to me about anything right?" He asked. "I know," I said looking down at my hands. "Olivia Castee, you mean so much to me, not only as a girlfriend but as a friend. I don't know if I could live with myself if I ever lost you." He said with tears forming in his eyes. "Colby, I love you too. I would never leave you, ever. I just need time to heal, okay?" I asked. "Of course, anything you need tell me right away." He kissed my forehead and left the room....