Lovesick ❤️// Colby Brock FanFiction

Distance

Liv's POV

After Colby left I thought more about it. I guess I have been a little depressed lately. I haven't been eating a lot lately. I looked down at my body, it wasn't as skinny as I wanted it to be. I've also been reading at lot of comments on Colby's videos that have me in them. Most of them saying that Colby could do so much better than me. I push those thoughts away and walk down stairs to find Colby making me breakfast. 

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It's been a few weeks since Colby found out I cut myself. He's been extra nice to me which is nice to know that he cares about me, but it's a little annoying because I've never liked when people treat me differently than they normally do. I've been so happy the last few months but something was just off. I'm trying to hide my sadness the best I can in hopes of no one asking me about it. 

Today I got up early and went for a run. It felt good to get back to my normal routine. I ran for about an hour. When I got back I took a shower. I got dressed in a white cropped hoodie and black jean shorts. I headed down stairs to find Colby eating a bowl of cereal. "Hey" He said. "Hey" I responded. Colby and I have been going through a little bit of a rough patch lately. At first he was always with me, making sure I was ok. Now he's barley around. Yeah he had meetings and stuff all day, but even when he's home it's like he's avoiding me. "How are you?" I ask while I start to make scrambles eggs.  "I'm good." He said still looking down at his cereal. We stay silent while I continue to make my breakfast. When I'm done I put it on a plate and start eating it. "Hey can I ask you a question?" I ask. "sure" he said and looked up from his cereal. "What's happened with us?" I ask. "What do you mean?" He asked. "I'm mean I just feel that the last few weeks we've been really distant from each other." I say. "Oh, sorry Liv, you know I've had a ton of meetings and Sam and I have been filming for our channel." He said. "I know.. I just- I don't know... I feel like things aren't the same anymore," I say. "Come here.." He says as he pulls me into a deep hug. We haven't had a hug like this in a while. I smiled and buried my face in his chest. "I missed this," I say. "Me too." He said and held me tighter. "I love you." He whispered. "I love you too." I said as I pulled away from the hug. "Look tomorrow I have a free day, and we can do what ever you want." He said. "Yay! I can't wait!" I said

Colby's POV

The reason I've been avoiding Liv recently is because I though she wanted space since the whole cutting thing. I thought that she would want me to back off a little bit, I didn't want to be too clingy. After our talk this morning I feel bad that I didn't give her the attention that I didn't know she wanted. Seeing her face light up when I said that I was off tomorrow made my heart melt. I missed her beautiful smile. "I'm sorry." I say. "Sorry for what?" She asks. "For avoiding you... I didn't want to be too clingy while you were dealing with everything." I said. "No baby it's not your fault at all. I was going through something really personal and you didn't want to ruin that. I understand." she said. "You sure?" I asked. "Of course!" She said and pulled me in for a long kiss. "Damn, I missed that!" I said when we pulled away. I looked into her eyes and saw the sparkle in them. God I love this girl! The next day we went to the beach with Elton. I had so much fun with him. I'm so glad that we're back to normal.