Once in my life i had a cheerful time but sadly it ended
Years of suffer
Of silently crying out my pain
Being judged and hurt, not vebally but physically,
My life was on the line and it felt as if nothing could save me
No friends, no family
All alone to face a dangerous world
You came along
To help me get out of this hell hole
I thought the pain would end but turns out it just began
My life seemed better without you standing by my side
Not only do i feel unsafe i also feel way more depressed
I never thought of a blade against my skin until now
Never came a thought of over-dozing on pills
Not once did i think i should put a stop to my life
Now, thanks to you i wish time would stop, just for a while
i decide wether or not to finally put a stop to the pain trapped inside
This feeling is ready to come out
It is tired of playin' hide-and-seek
If the only way for me to have peace is saying goodbye
Then this would be the last time i will see the daylight shinning, my last breath to take but,
My first time without feeling pain because of getting hit by people with no feelings
A/N
Omgg i finally updated after what!!o?
A year cx lol
Well i've been busy so yeah cx
Hope you like this cx
P.s.
Im thinking of ending this book and adding another one with quotes that I've written
So should i or not??
