Timothy's POV [Short Story]

A/N: Hi there readers... Ito po ay fanfiction lamang ng Never Talk Back to a Gangster ni Miss Alesana Marie. Ito po yung time na bumalik na si timothy galing japan...kating kati kasi akong magkaron sya ng POV.. Nabubuang na po akong malaman kung anung nararamdaman nya ng malaman nyang inlove din si Miracle kay Red... Hindi naman po ako kontra kay miracle, infact bagay na bagay sila..kaya lang kasi hihihihihi gustong gusto kong malaman kung anong nasa isip nya....dahil hindi naman gumawa si miss alesana ng pov nya, gumawa lang ako..hihihihi bwisit kasi yang si Top eh.. Napakamisteryoso.. Englishero pa kaya wag napo kayung magtaka kung madaming grammatical error o typo etc. Dinugo po ilong ko kakagawa nito...kahit na ang kunti lang hahahaha. di kasi ako mapakali hanggat di ko alam nararamdaman nya kaya eto po ang naging bunga ng aking imanihasyon at kapuyatan kekekeekkee

P.S. Dedicated ito sa pinaka-idol kong Author na si Ate Alesana Marie :) Sana po mabasa at magustuhan nyo ate yung fanfiction ko kahit panget XD tsaka ang daming wrong grammar and typo. HAHAHAHA XD

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Timothy's POV

I told her to wait.

I asked her to wait for me

But as what I expected,

She didn't.

She's now in the arms with another man.

Touching her,

Kissing her and

Holding her tightly

And to add what's the worst,

It’s my best friend,

Red

I already knew that this would happen.

But it’s still fucking hurts to know the truth that even though I waited for her for almost all of my life,

She still manages to love another man.

Sometimes I ask myself,

Am I not good enough?

Is there something wrong with me?

I did all the best that I can; I loved her more than my life. But what the hell??!!

No, even before she's always like this.

It hurts a lot to know that she didn't even fought for me to her parents,

She didn't fought for our love for each other

She left me miserable for two years. Two years, I don't know how I live for that two fucking years.

And I just can't help but to think that I'm just waiting for nothing.

I almost lose my hopes.

I know its seems impossible for her to come back but still,

Here I am,

Keeps on waiting like a fool

And when she comes back, pain still causes it for me. She loved another man and unfortunately it’s my best friend.

Actually I will not be surprise if she chooses Red over me

I don't know why my world revolves around her. Why do I keep on loving her even it causes me pain and never ending heartaches? I just can't live without her.

I then, asked her to wait for me, because I wanna see her, I already agreed on my operation so that I could finally see my Miracle.

She told me that she will wait.

I believe her, I did my best so that I could come back early,

So that we could start all over again, I even agreed with GD'S plan just to come back.

But this is what I witness.

I knew that they were living together like they were a happy family with Angelo. Sometimes I doubt if she's really Miracle's brother or not. Because it seems that they were really a family. But even if that would really happen I would still accept her.

That’s how I love her. I know she loves me back but I'm just not so sure who would she gonna choose. Is it me or Red?

Who's the one she wants to be with?

Because I couldn't take it anymore, I decided to finally face her. Shock and happiness was all I could see over her face. I knew from that moment that she still loves me.

So I dated her, acted as if I don't know anything so that we could start all over.

But when Red suddenly came along, I could sense that she's still confused about her feelings.

She’s not sure if I'm the one she wants to be with her forever, and it hurts a lot.

She's not sure about her love for me. That's why I decided to break up with her. Well half of it because I also don't want her to be involve with my business with Uno.

I almost mean what I said to her.

I'm so tired, really tired.

I almost gave up.

Because it seems that I'm the only one who's fighting for us.

But I was shock and quite happy on how she reacted.

I almost hug her and say sorry about the things that I have said. But I have to do it.

I’m glad because finally I am sure that I'm the one.

The one she loves more than Red.

Everything went smoothly. I come back to her because I can't help to see her hurt.

She then chooses me. We got married and then tried to have a happy family.

But,

There are still questions running on my mind.

Is my love for her still enough to hold us both?

Because even if we're already married.

I still doubted her.

Is it still enough?

Even though my faith and trust on her starts to fade away.

~END~