just another fangirl {a.i}

The Fan

I keep thinking about the conversation i had with Ashton because it made me feel closer to him. The fact that he would share something like this with me is heartwarming. I never really told anyone about the story of my dad"s death so this is really important to me.
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(Skipping morning routine because I'm lazy af)

I saw Ashton laughing at something in his phone. I snatched his phone from his hands and saw that he was laughing at a meme from my fan account. "I stole this meme from a random account and got in trouble;" I said.

He just shook his head and said in a taunting voice "AsLeY iS aN iNsTaGrAm ThEif." I sassily rolled my eyes and sat down next to him on a Starbucks chair. It was only when I sat down did I realize that the chair was covered with some kind of red weird texture. There was iced flavored coffee all over the back of my jeans.(that didn't LOOK like iced coffee) Ashton was the first to point that out. He was so embarrassed and was like: "hey um- Ashley? Uh there's something uh-um.." He's face said it all. I shook my head and said, slightly embarrassed:

"It's not what you think it is...it's iced coffee I swear." He breathed a sigh of relief. "I was going to call my mum!" He joked (I think) I giggled and got up to walk to the bathroom to try to clean up the mess. I gave  up eventually and took some time scrolling through Twitter and lost track of time. I made him wait 20 minutes!

I left the bathroom hurriedly and saw Ashton taking a picture with a fan. It warmed my heart to know that he was so nice to all of his fans. I waited a bit after she left because I didn't want her to see me. I quickly looked to see if there was anyone else. I didn't want to be spotted accidentally with Ashton. Once I saw that no one was there, I walked up to Ashton and kissed him off guard. He was surprised, but kissed back. I heard the click of a camera, and knew that we weren't alone.

I quickly pulled back and looked around, my heart racing, I was getting an adrenaline rush in the worst way possible . I saw the fan from earlier running away. I faced Ashton with his worried eyes meeting mine. "It's fine" he said shakily. I looked at him in the eyes. "We have to go public. Or else the media and the fans will eat us up." He looked near me. That's right. Not in my eyes. He looked near me. "I'm not ready." He said firmly. I respect his decisions and privacy and all, but it's better for us to go public than me being his "secret girlfriend" forever. I mean, they'll probably find me, and I'll be outed as some kind of slut who just decided to annoy Ashton Irwin. The media will HATE me.

The worry showed on my face. "Hey, Ashley, it's chill, we can if you want to." He said, not really happy with what he just said. "No, Ash it's fine. I'll be ok. We can go public after your album is released." I sounded really put together and chill but I wasn't. "Are you sure?" He said looking at me worriedly. "Yeah, I'm sure" I said, trying to make my voice sound light and happy but I ended up sounding like a high pitched squeaky mouse." "Okay?" He asked blankly looking around. "Okay." I replied. We just "The Fault In Our Stars" the hell out of that situation. (which I never watched.) We ended that conversation by giving each other an awkward smile, saying our goodbyes, and going home. I had a bad feeling about this
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Edit: 1/12/2018 y'all ever wanna assassinate your past self because mOOD.