{Storry time, and why this is good bye. Also the last bit i ever wrote for this story is at the end of this AN}
Hello everyone. I have had enough time to process and think about how I was going to address something that has happened to me not to long ago. I know a couple of months ago I was super excited to edit and retype some of the Chapters on my Ghost Fic. Things have changed.
I will no longer be continuing that story. I know, I am sorry, but let me explain.
{TRIGGER WARNING}
Ghost is a band I got into along with one of my friends back in 2012. I met this friend on facebook and we clicked because we had similar taste when it came to movies, some music, and a bit of style.
We were friends for about a year on FB and we hadn't met in person. We kept our conversations strictly on the topics above. Fast forward a year later and when my other friend and I moved into our college dorm room, turns out that our "random" roommate is Melly, the friend I hadn't gotten to meet from FB.
Our first year in college was filled with lots of laughs, tears, drunken mistakes, and mental illnesses. Turned out that i was diagnosed and medicated for chronic bipolar depression (I forget the new medical term they are calling it now), insomnia, anxiety/panic attacks, and later on hypersomnia. I was on suicide watch once and attempted against my life a record number of 7 times.
Melly was diagnosed with severe clinical depression, severe anxiety, and she was an alcoholic. But somehow we made it work. She kept me alive and I kept her sober. And eventually we ended the year both alive and a bit more cynical but ya know at least we made it.
Or so I thought.
Melly committed this past April. Since then I have not been able to listen to Ghost or The Arctic Monkeys. Those were out bands. I just can't bring myself to continue writing this particular story any more. I am terribly sorry because I know how many of you enjoyed it.
I just don't want to keep your hopes up any longer, I've put it off for far to long now.
Who knows maybe some day in the far future I might be able to fix this story and finish it. Give it the ending I know Melly would have approved of, but until them I'm going to officially discontinue it.
With all that being said, I will leave this up for you guys. If some of you want to pick up the story from here all I ask is that you inbox me for permission to continue writing it and to give me some credit.
I'd love to some day read your versions of this story, maybe even read some to Melly when I work up the courage to visit her resting place.
Below is also what I had started writting for what would have been Chapter 13 I believe.
I want to once again thank you all very, very, very much for the support you showed me and all the sweet comments you left behind and all the votes.
I am planning on starting some other works for other fandoms (specifically Marvel/MCU) in case any of you want to stick around my page for that.
Anyways, thank you guys and I hope you guys stay happy, spooky, creepy, but most importantly ALIVE and Well.
~Katt
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[Omega's POV]
I had been driving for 4 and a half hours already when I finally saw the small rural path that would be leading us to my little ones final surprise.
I finally pulled up and parked the SUV in the makeshift garage area. I grabbed all our bags and made my way to the front of the beautiful cabin I bought for this vacation. I unlocked the door and proceeded to take out stuff upstairs. I left our bags at the top of the stairs so that Omega could pick out what room he wanted.
I made my way down stairs again and walked towards the car. I slowly opened Omegas door and scooped him up.
As I made my way through the door he began to stir in my arms. He let out the cutest yawn and opened those baby blues and looked around.
"Emi are we home?" he asked softly.
"Yes little one this is home." I whispered with a soft smile on my lips.
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Omnipotent [Discontinued]
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