Untold Love (Septiplier)

Chapter-11

Jack's Pov
I woke up before Mark. He had his arm around me. I don't know why but he did... I slowly got out of bed. I took a shower looking at the scars I had...

I wonder if I should add some more...
I don't know...
I won't for now..
I get out of the shower and get dressed.
I look in the mirror.
"Who are you?" I whispered tears falling down my face.
"I don't recognize you anymore..." I ran my finger down the mirror... all I saw was this person who was worth nothing... covered in scars...
A boy who's life fell apart... right in front of him... I put my forehead on the mirror. Why do your feet sink? Why do you stare? Why don't you do anything to stop or help it? Why? My tears falling rapidly now. I don't know what's best for Mark... but what I do know is that he shouldn't be around me... it's time to end it all... I got dressed. I grabbed the keys to the car and started it. Hesitating to start driving. I drove to the Hardware store. I put a sweatshirt on just so no one inside noticed my scars. I hesitated to get out of the car but opened it... I got out and started walking into the store. I walked in and looked for a rope Isle... I found it. I got the thickest rope they had. I walked out and started to walk to my car when someone I didn't notice was there bumped into me. It was Singe... the girl who did my hair... she looked up from her phone and looked at me.
"Oh hey Jack! Sorry about that!"
"Hey Singe it's no big deal."
"You sure?" She asked.
"Yes." She blushed.
"You look nice today Jack!" I looked down at myself in disgust.
"Thanks." I smiled and she returned it.
"No problem."
"See ya around Singe."
"You to Jack!"
I stood there and watched her walk away...
I looked at my feet and smiled but it wasn't a happy smile it was an Insane smile. I stepped backwards. I walked to my car, I got in and shut the door started the car and drove to our hotel. I unlocked the door not greeted by anyone. Mark was gone. I checked the bathroom. No one. Perfect... I grabbed my note book of which had my secrets and shit in it and on the last blank page I wrote,
"Dear Mark,
You may hate me after this and I understand... but I can't live with myself anymore... the doctor said I was fine... but I'm not. You know it... I'm sorry... but I love you... I want you to be mine... but that will never happen... you say not to cut... but I do anyway... Trust me I love you with every fiber of my being... but I don't see any place where I belong... I'm only 17... yet this how life will be... for me worthless... I done know who I am... I don't recognize myself anymore... this blade IS my only friend... "I love you with my body heart and soul to death." Yes I quoted a song cause it's true... literal death tho... just like the song... I will miss you.. I will send a dove down to watch you... remember I'm not worth dwelling on. I love you...

~Sincerely
Jack-A-Boy."

Then I put on the outside handle of out hotel door.
I placed my hand on the chair from the table. I thought about it... was I ready? Am I ready? I yanked the chair over to the ceiling fan. I can't take it anymore. I tied the rope. I put it around the ceiling fan.... I slowly put my head through the rope... tears falling down my face... I'm ready... all this pain... I can't take it... then my mind flashed to when I saw Singe... then when Mark gave me that cake... then to me pulling the chair over here... it repeated... I put my bear foot on the back of the chair then set my foot back on the seat... my tears started falling rapidly... sobs... pounding headache... the memories flashing quicker. The voices getting louder... I placed my foot back on the back of the chair ready to fall... but my foot just fell back onto the seat again.. then...

Marks Pov.
I just got home form the grocery store. I saw a piece of paper on the handle I started reading it's by the end I was in tears. I grabbed my key and slowly opened the door afraid to see what was waiting on the other side... I looked in and started crying more I fell to knees at the sight of Jack sitting on the ground with his face in his hands and crying.... I got up and walked over... holding him closer. I never want to lose him... why did he do this to me?
"I-I thought you were dead Jack..."
He continues sobbing. I lay my head on his shoulder rocking him back and forth trying to calm us both. I look up at the rope above us. Starring at it teary eyed... why?
I lifted Jack up and set him on the bed. He laid in fetal position I got on the chair and untied it from the ceiling fan. No one will take you from me Jack... I got off the chair and sit in it... I sighed as I watched Jack cry soon falling asleep... I covered him up and looked for razors... I found about 20... I threw them away and took the trash to the hotel dump. I sighed as I laid next to Jack and wrapped my arm around him...

When I say no one Jack...

I mean NO ONE.

Hello!!! Enjoyed. No? Okay well tbh it was fun to write... Anyone get at least one of the many references? No? Okay. Bbfn