Untold Love (Septiplier)

Chapter-10

Marks POV
I had forgotten about what I had done my thighs hurt really bad I saw Jack in his bed God I hope he didn't notice and I don't want him to know how much he hurt me. He said "Just friends." Why just friends? I wanted more then that... I hate this sometimes. My thighs only hurt more when I move so I think I might just stay in bed all day after I take a shower. Ireland is cold and it's rained everyday since we got here. It was cold. I took a show just staring at my legs hoping Jack doesn't find out. But it wasn't gonna be hard to find out considering there was some on my arm but my legs were almost completely red yesterday now they are almost all scabbed over. This was a bad idea I thought. Jack will hate me...
It's over.
Our friendship.
Our time together.
As soon as we get back.
He will leave.
Jack woke up. He looked at me and got in my bed next to me and started cuddling with me. I wrapped my arm around him to embrace this moment.
"Mark."
"Jack."
"You cut didn't you?"
"Yes..."
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay Jack I won't do it again."
"Okay but it will take a long time to heal."
"Really?"
"I saw the picture Mark..."
"I'm sorry Jack."
"It's fine. Just stop."
"Jack you may not like me but I love you."
"I love you to Mark. I just can't be in a relationship right now..."
"I know Jack."
"Okay." Then he got comfy and fell asleep in my arms. I want to do this all the time. But we can't. He doesn't want to and I won't force him to we can keep it low key like this until it actually happens but it will take so long.

JACK POV
I think mark thought I was asleep. I started to softly hum the song is I hate you I love you. He started to sing the lyrics.
"I miss you and I can't sleep." We did this through the entire song. We were friends chilling and singing songs for three hours. Our neighbors probably hate us I thought. I was wrong... so wrong... our neighbor knocked on the door and said we should do a karaoke night at the coffee shop and she would hope to see us there.
"Ooo! MARK! PLEASE!"
"Sure... why not Jacky..."
"YAY!"
"What song?"
"Sad song."
"The song you sang and I watched?"
"Yes and I watched you sing it to."
"Okay fine."
I hugged Mark and I jumped on my bed in excitement.  Mark chuckled and shook his head at me. Gladly the room underneath us was Vacant. I got tired and put my headphones on and a song called uncover came on and without knowing I started singing out loud and when I saw Mark his eyes had love in them and a bit of hurt and wonder. I smiled at him and told him I was going for a walk. I took my music with me singing the words to every song that came on. I walked almost angrily... I listen to a lot of rock music. One of my favorites being Chop Suey by system of a down. On the walk home I wondered how hard it would be to stop cutting... for both me and Mark.

Mark POV
Jack went for a walk and I decided it would be nice if I got him a cake. I walked into the freezing rain all the way to a bakery. I picked a chocolate cake with whip cream frosting. They asked if I wanted to have them write something on it I told them to write
"To Sean,The best, best friend anyone could ask for!"
They put it in a box and handed it to me. I walked back into the cold rain. I made it back to the hotel room before Jack gladly I set the cake on the table. I cleaned up waiting For Jack to come back. I guess Jack forgot a key because he knocked on the door instead.
"You forget a key?"
"Yeah." He sighed. He sounded frustrated.
"Oh well I got you cake."
"CAKE?!"
"Yes cake."
"THANKS MARK!" He hugged me and ran over to the table. He cut the cake with a plastic fork and started shoveling it into his face.

Jack's POV
Mark got me cake...
He knows I love cake...
Our friendship is bumpy...
I sigh as I sit down on the bed next to Mark.
Senpai notice me....
Senpai?
Senpai why won't you notice me?
SENPAI!
Of course no response because I said it in my head... I put my head on Mark's shoulder.
I slowly drift to sleep.

Marks POV
He fell asleep on my shoulder... he's so cute sometimes...
I whip my phone out and take a few selfies with the sleeping baby boy on my shoulder. I smile as I look down and hear his soft snores. I shut my phone off and wrap both arms around him as if he was mine.
I wish...
Nope...
Just friends...
Those words echoed I'm my mind as they did I started to cry. No one has ever made me feel this way...
"We're broken people..." the song "Screen" by twenty one pilots started playing in my head...
This is how life will be now?
Songs replaying in my mind...
Razors being used...
What happened...?

Hello
Old friends
Sorry for not updateing...
Life kinda sucks. You know? I mean some things while I was gone were okay and good but yeah anyway Idk when the next time I'm updating is... I do know I'm starting the next chapter after this is up....
Let me know what you think of the story so far...
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