Why Do You Love Me? E.D~ G.D

Chapter 24 •I'm yours•

Two months ago, I was given a choice. A choice that would ruin either two brothers, or myself. I never thought I'd have to choose. I always thought I wouldn't have to choose beause I vowed to never catch feelings for both brothers. But you can't control what your heart wants. I wish everything can go back to the way it was. Everyone was happy. There was no problems. Well, minus the cheating and all of that. I just wish we can all be happy again, without Emily. That bitch.

Speaking of Emily, I haven't heard of her in a while. She went back to new Jersey. That's all I know. And, she left her bank card here. Of course I mailed it to her... after spending every single dime that is. Let's just say, I love my new clothes.

Anyways, I've been working on my school work, which seems like forever since I last worked. But the thing is, school work is the only thing that keeps my mind off of the twins. I'm still torn, but slowly making my choice. Everyday I've been observing them. Pointing out their personality qualities and what I love about them.

One day I'll be swooning over Grayson, then Ethan the next day. I know they said I can take my time, but I feel like I need to hurry. Although, I'm sure on who to choose now.

"Kat. Foods done!" Ethan calls from the kitchen. I close my laptop and make my way to the kitchen. The only bad thing about Ethan is that he cheated. He hasn't been with anyone since then. If I choose him, I'm terrified that he'll do it again. But then again, trust is important in a relationship. But then again, he broke that trust. Ugh! Why does this have to be so difficult. I'm all for second chances, depending on who you are.

"Are you just going to stand there staring at us?" Grayson asks. I smile slightly and take my seat across from Grayson. Eggs, hash browns, bacon and toast. Brunch it is.

I take a bite of toast before my mind starts going crazy again. Grayson, he is just amazing. He can very goofy, yet sensitive when it comes to certain situations. He hasn't been with anyone either. He treats me as if we never happened and everything was like before. We're best friends. I still get his cuddles so that's good too. He's taking this pretty hard. I can see it in his eyes when we talk. It's like he wants me to choose him, but also he doesn't. Whenever Ethan & I would hang out, I could see his reaction out of the corner of my eye. Sometimes I would glance at him without him noticing. He was hurt because I was slowly going to Ethan. Over time, the hurt was barely on his face.

"Why is it gone?" I ask him. He meets my eyes. Confusion takes over his face. "What?" He asks.

"Why is the hurt gone from your face?" I ask. Gosh! My mouth needs to stop moving.

"My what? What? I'm so confused." He says. I reach across the table to touch his face, mostly his cheek. His brows furrow when I do this.

"Whenever Ethan and I hung out, I could see it on your face." I tell him. He seems to be shocked that I noticed. He clears his throat before speaking.

"Because, I don't know. I don't want to come between you two." He says. I tilt my head, not quite understanding. "It's jus that I've been getting those vibes again. The kind were it's more of a best friend type. I don't know, it hard to explain. Don't get me wrong, I still have feelings for you. But I'm just making it easier for myself when you choose him." He says. And right then and there I want to hug him and cry. He so certain I'm going to choose Ethan. So instead of just sitting here with a sad expression, I get up from my seat to hug him.

Even though he's confused, he hugs me back. "I love you, no matter who I choose." I tell him. He squeezes me tighter in response. "I love you too."

"Aw." Ethan says behind us. I laugh and pull away. Take my seat and begin to eat again.

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"Hey, can we talk?" Grayson asks, standing at my door. I nod and close my laptop. We go to his room and sit on his bed. "So what did-"

"You need to choose Ethan." He rushes out. He hushes me and continues to speak. "You two have this huge connection. You may not realize it, but you two never really fell out of love with each other. Or you have but it's coming back." He says.

"But what about us?" I ask. He smiles, tackling me in a hug. A squeal leaves my mouth as we tumble to the floor, still wrapped in each other's arms.

"BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE!" He shouts in my ear. I smile happily, but a hint of sadness is still there. I'm sad because he gave me up for Ethan. He wanted his brother to be happy. Awe. He's right. We're best friends. "You don't know how much you look adorable right now." I smile at him. I soon frown again. "But I will miss us. Our short relationship was special to me, you know that right?" I say to which he nods.

"It's special to me too. But don't think that our bond is ruined just because we aren't together." He says.

"No way in hell is it ruined." I scoff before we laugh again. I need to tell Ethan.

For two months, I've been falling in love with Ethan all over again. He's done all of the things that made me love him in the first place.

We pull apart from the our hug and I take that as my cue to leave. I walk towards our bedroom and open the door. He's not here. "Ethan?" I ask, walking into the living room. Awe, he fell asleep on the couch. I squeeze my way onto the couch next to him.

I plant little kisses all over his face, trying to wake him up. He turns his face and his lips meet mine. His eyes open slowly as he inches back. He smiles tiredly at me. "Are you mine?" He mumbles. I chuckle and kiss his lips once more to give him his answer. "I'm yours." I mumble before placing my lips back onto his.

"Mm." He moans in pleasure, my lips still against his. "I've missed your kisses." He says against my lips.

"That makes two of us." I say, snuggling into his chest. He kisses my forehead before we fall asleep on the couch again.

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"Wha- ow!" I moan in pain when a large weight is on me. I peek up to see Grayson on top of us. We both groan and push him off. "Hey, I wanted to nap with you too!" He says, pouting. I laugh tiredly and start walking to my room. Well.. Ethan & I's room.

They both follow me to the room and we all flop onto the bed. This time I'm in the middle. "Hey Ethan." Gray says.

"Yeah?" He replies back.

"I'm craving a sandwich." He says. They both smirk before I'm squished. "Aughh. I can't breathe." I wheeze out. They let go but still remain close to me.

My thoughts calm down as I slowly drift to sleep. One thing that popped into my mind. I need to tell Shawn who I chose. He was kept up to date with everything that was going on. I miss him already. He has been gone for too long. Damn tour should hurry up. I miss our sleepovers. My mind rambles on about Shawn and his goofyness. Oh how I love my best friend.

I can't remember that last thing  was thinking as I finally fell asleep. With a smile of course. Thanks to Ethans little forehead kisses.

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I'M BACK!!!!!! God it feels good to be writing again. From now on, I will be doing three days a week. I don't exactly have the days planned out for next week but this week will be tomorrow and Friday. Of course Tuesdays will always be there.

Anyways I hope you all loved this chapter. Ignore all spelling errors. I will fix them later.

Byeee

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