Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I look up to see him standing there I impatiently wait to see what he'll say. He kind of looked hurt? I don't understand why he would even care.
"What do you mean by busy? It's not Justin is it?" He asks, as soon as he said Justin I saw as his fists scrunch up.
"I'm dating Justin, yes" I shrug, I watched as his face dropped his eyebrows peaked up a little with shock, his eyes read anger, sadness and hurt?
"What the fuck?" His voice raises making me jump, I still realise that I'm in the bath naked and he is still here?
"Leave, me alone Roman" I look down at the bath, avoiding his gaze.
"Lily" He breathes his face now having no emotion on it making it hard to read him.
I thought 'fuck it' and I pulled the plug out of the bath and started getting up, he watches my every move and that's what I'm going to do. Keep his attention on me, and then tell him to not talk to me ever again. I'm gonna start playing at his confusing games, and make him feel the same way I do.
I slowly got out but I covered my breasts with my arm and covered my lower private part with my hand, but I still made sure he got enough pleasure out of it.
"Get out Roman" I whisper, closer to him. He looked somewhat nervous and I looked at him, his eyes were going crazy it was like he didn't know where to look.
"Roman! Lily!" We heard mother call from downstairs, he looked up in my eyes and I stared back in his. His pupils looked like they dilated and he quickly turned his head and started walking out, without saying a word.
He looked at me one more time before exiting the room, I couldn't read the expression on his face as he left. It was just blank, and now he's still gonna be there downstairs and I feel so awkward.
"Lily!" I heard mother calling from downstairs, I yelled back "coming mother!" Before getting dressed in track pants and a cropped shirt, quickly checking the mirror before walking out and making my way to the dining room.
I walk in and their conversation dies down, I can feel their gazes on me but I ignore it and sit myself at the other end of the table away from mother and Roman. "You alright?" Mother asks.
"Yeah fine" I mumble, grabbing some rice and vegetables and putting it on my plate. We all were eating in silent, every now and then I'd sneak a look at Roman and see he was already looking at me but I wasn't getting a good vibe.
"So honey, any boy news?" She asks, I sense humour in her eyes.
"Yes actually" I smile over to mother and feel Roman's eyes on me.
"Oo tell us, I mean we're all family here" She smiles, acting all excited.
"Yes we are and I'm so happy for you guys really" I place my hand on my heart, looking over to Roman and he's looking down at his plate, his jaw clenching.
"So I'm dating Justin now" I continued.
"Ooo that's so cute, you guys were always so close!" She says.
"I've met him darling" Roman joins in, kissing mother on the head. My fake smile disappears, I watch him impatiently waiting to see what he was gonna say next.
"Oh really? when love?" Mother asks, her gaze glued onto him.
"The other day actually, at the party I picked her up from" He shrugged.
"Oh yeah! How was the party sweetie?" Mother asks her gaze moves onto me.
Images in my head return from that night, where they all left me, the drunk guy that sexual assaulted me. I couldn't help but feel my eyes tearing up I slowly look up at Roman and he notices, his smile fades and he just watches me. I get up from my seat mumbling 'I'm sorry' to mother before running upstairs hearing her yell out my name.
I walk in my room and lay in my bed, my head facing down into my pillow. I'm so annoyed I hate him, he did it on purpose. He bought the party subject up on purpose because of Justin and what happened.
