Why Him? (BILL SKARSGÅRD/ ROMAN GODFREY)

The Conflict

"What the fuck is this?" He spits, his jaw clenching bright red appearing on his cheeks.

"Isn't this what usually happens in relationships?" Justin says with a smirk, Roman's face goes even more red I'm actually concerned it looks like he could kill someone.

"You watch your mouth, I could tear you up in-" Roman points his finger at Justin.

"Guys stop" I cut him off, his eyes move to me and they soften.

"No Lily, why is he coming in here like a creep he is" Justin chuckles, he moves closer to me with his arm around me.

"You just ruined what was about to happen so why not finish it with an audience?" He says before I can figure out what he was on about his lips were on mine.

He was suddenly pulled away from me, I saw the rage in Roman's eyes as he pushed Justin into the wall he mumbles 'shit' and groans in pain.

"Roman stop! Please" I cry, I walk closer to them I try to pull Roman off Justin and it hits me. Images of when mother and father were fighting came in my head and it got to me. My eyes go teary and I try to hold it back but I mentally sigh when I feel them run down my face, I miss how things were before all of this.

I look back up and they're both staring at me, Roman quickly lets go of Justin and he runs over to me taking me in his arms. I look over to Roman and he just stands there looking down on the ground, he sniffs and quickly walks out of the room.

"Are you okay?" Justin asks.

"Yeah I just, I think you should go we'll talk later I just need a nap" I mumble, he nods in response and kisses me on the forehead before leaving the room.

Minutes after I see Justin's car pull out of the driveway, I sigh and walk back to my bed and lay down in it. I turn to face the wall and I just let the tears run this is fucked, I'm over it. I hear the door open and I ignore it suddenly feeling the bed dip I feel an arm grabbing my waist pulling me closer.

I look over my shoulder and I see Roman's green eyes staring back into mine, his eyelashes appeared wet and he looked so fragile. I run my thumb underneath his eye and I examine his face, was he crying?

"Where's mother?"

"She went to the shops, she told me to look after you" He shrugs I close my eyes to try to fall asleep.

"Lily?" He continued, this time he whispered.

"Hmm" I hum in response.

"Don't ever do that to me again" He pauses. "Please"

I mentally gasp at his response, do what? Is he jealous? I push the thoughts away and ignore them, I turn away from him closing my eyes and relax.

"Lily" He whispers closer to my ears.

"What" I ask, waiting impatiently to see what he's gonna say.

"Kiss me again" He mumbles, but I heard it very clearly I open my eyes and turn to face him my heart starts beating fast. I turn around so I'm facing straight at him, I look at his beautiful green eyes and I look to see his pupils dilated.

I lean in grabbing his face and connecting his lips with mine, I felt the familiar electricity spark throughout my body. His hand wrapped around my head pushing me closer into him, I felt him smile through the kiss but we suddenly both hear the front door close so he jumped up and quickly pulled away.

He quickly got up and started to leave the room, it hurt me to be honest but I didn't say anything. Before I could process anything I look and realise he's gone, I must be so stupid to think he could just not love mother anymore and stay with me.

I didn't realise more tears fell out until I could feel the drops running down my face, I wipe my eyes and lay back in my bed. Even though I missed out on dinner I didn't care I just closed my eyes and fell asleep.