TRIS POV
i tell him I want to go to school. he nods and calls my mom to tell her.
"she said that was fine and there was clothes at the front. so I'll go get those for you and then we can go to school." four says
"uhh okay thank you." I say
he comes back in with my clothes. a black tight (not skin tight just tight enough to show my little curves) short sleeve shirt, black skinny jeans and my combat boots. I get up to go to the bathroom to change. I come back out 15 minutes later and four drives me back to school. the have me some type of shot so I was able to get rid of the flu.
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we get in class at the last second. we go and sit by Christina. the rest of my classes pass in a blur. it's already time for lunch. I walk in and see my sister kissing some guy named James. I walk up behind her and tap her shoulder. she turns around and looks and me then gives me a big bear hug.
"uhh... Taylor... can't... breathe!" I say in between breaths
"oh yeah sorry tris. oh I almost forgot this is my boyfriend James" she says
"hey James. I'm tris. it's nice to meet you" I say shaking his hand
"I know who you are." he says laughing
"how do you know me?"I ask
"Everyone is talking about what happened, things go around really fast here, everyone knows now!" he says. great. just great. I think to myself. I nod and walk back to my friends table. I sit down next to four and everyone looks at me with sad eyes. "look guys I know what happened but I don't want your pity okay? I just want to forget this has ever happened and be happy again" I say. they all laugh and nod.
"hey everyone look it's tris." screams Lauren in front of the whole lunch room. she grabs the collar of my shirt and says "I'm about to embarrass you so bad" I just look at her and turn around and walk out of the cafeteria. her friend Molly stops me before I get out the door then Lauren starts speaking "this is the girl who 'cheated death' who faked her flu situation cause she couldn't handle four and his friends ignoring her." I look up at her with tears in my eyes and she continues to talk "she also got caught by four" "what was she doing?" some random kid asks
"she got caught kissing a different dude with supposedly dating four" "who would want to date her she ugly and flat chested and looks like a 12 year old." she same dude says. "I'm glad you were in the hospital tris. I was praying you wouldn't come back but I guess that prayer wasn't answered" Lauren says while laughing. I turn and run to my house. I get there and my mom and dad were sitting in the living room. "what's wrong sweetie?" my mom asks
"nothing I'll tell you later I just want to be alone right now" I tell her and walk up to my room.
I get to my room and lock the door. I pull out the razor and pull up my pants leg. I start crying and screaming in my pillow. once I'm done I pick the razor back up and slide it across my ankle once. twice. ten times. I look down and see my leg full of blood. I look at the clock and see it's 3:00. I try to get up but my body is too weak to get up. just then Christina and four burst open my door. they must have gotten the key from my mom.
I lay on my back with the razor in my right hand and my ankle exposed. I hear Christina scream. I look at her and she has tears in her eyes. I look at four he has a look of pure anger.
"I-I can explain" I says but four cuts me off "NO SAVE IT FOR YOURSELF! THATS ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS YOU YOU YOU! SO DONT EVEN TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN!" he screams that at me and my mom comes running in my room and says "oh my gosh! tris you says you'd never do this again!" she says while crying. I pick up the razor again and put it to my wrist but before I could slide it my mom grabs my hand and pulls the razor out of my hand. I start screaming
"I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE! MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL NOW! NONE OF YALL UNDERSTAND!" I cry until there's no more tears. I put my ear to the door and hear Christina and my mom talking. I don't hear four so he's probably gone home.
A/N: my friend gave me this idea so DO NOT think I've done this because I HAVENT! all rights go to veronica roth!!
