YOU ARE THE EVERYTHING I WANT

40.My favourite is white?

Hi Guys,

I know it is late and almost 3 weeks with no update. I can't make false promise to update regularly but I try my best to update as soon as I can.

I told this chapter is the last one of Manan in the guest house but the part lengthen and I finished the guest house part in next chapter which I am positive to upload on coming Saturday.

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Happy reading.

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I thought Manik will make fun of me for making such a trivial thing into a big fuss. For most of us, we would have faced same hurdle during our childhood and it's no big deal but for me... it is. I am type of person who have not wished for anything in my life, I never asked any doll or toys or dress to my parents in childhood and mobile or laptop at my teenage. Perk of being Navya's friend, whatever I need for my school obviously she too needed and she will get everything two for me also. So my first wish or my demand is to pursue the internship and my dream but unfortunately it got rejected, my first wish get rejected. Always the first holds a special place in our life, like how old we are and how content in our current life we cannot forget our first love and other things which happen to our us. My mere first wish rejection make me fear of rejection that I have no courage to open my mouth to demand something not only to my parents but also to everyone till now.

Most my relative think I am a such drama queen to create scene at that time, partly yes I am actually a drama queen to some extend but they don't understand the pain of losing the hope of your dream. No one can understand the pain of others. People say "I can understand the pain you are going through" but really they don't. Whether physical pain or mental, the person who understand the pain is only the person who is going through it, no one else.

I am glad Manik didn't laugh at me.

We sat there closing our eyes like there is no tomorrow. I felt weirdly happy as my pain melting away and felt my peace. Minutes or hour can't say, we sat there but the peace spoiler did its usual job. The damn small electronic device ring and spoiled the moment.

 I got call  from Abi and he informed he will go to hospital directly and will come to flat tomorrow morning.

We settled down after finishing or breakfast and I was reading a book and he reading a magazine, I noted Manik is making some weird expression and restlessly moving his sitting position every 5minutes, it is kind of cute seeing him making those adorable face expressions and when he see me I will act like I am reading the book which he irritates him more.

"Nandhini..." finally he called my name and I controlled my laugh raised my eye brow asking WHAT?

"I know you are not reading the book"

"I know that you know" I said and he glared at me.

"What is making you go restless as if your wife is crying inside in labour pain and your waiting outside the ward?"

"If my wife is going through the pain to bring my child to this world, I will be standing beside her inside the ward not outside the ward"

I said something random not expecting this reaction from him.

"Okay Mr.best husband of India sorry, it was just a random joke. What is cooking you now?"

He continued his staring session for sometime and again changing to his previous puppy dog face and said"I am bored"

I laughed making him more irritated.

"Why are you laughing?" I could see smoke coming out of his ears of course imaginary smoke.

"No, you are moving and making all those expressions just because you are bored?"

"So what?" He was already irritated and I don't want be get murdered so I controlled my laughter and asked "What you suggest to kill your boredom and I am sure I can't dance to entertain you"

"We will play 20 questions games" He said rubbing his hand together like a 5-year child who is going to play this game for the first time.

"But don't you think it is kind of old?"

"No, we are not playing the old 20 question game which lead to find a mysterious object in other mind"

"Then?"

"I will ask 20 questions I wanted to ask you and the same you ask me 20 questions you wanted to ask me"

"No, you will ask something and lead to a sentimental flash back, I am not ready Manik, enough of the drama for today."

But my inner feeling said there is more drama waiting for me today.

"Okay, just answer the question no need to explain the reason for the answer or any story and I promise I won't push" He said and I am sure he is up to something.

"Ladies first, so you ask first" He said like a gentle man.

"What is your favourite colour?" I asked though I know that already.

"Red and black" expected answer I thought but didn't say.

"Your favourite?"

"Nothing specific"

"Serious no specific favourite?"

"What is wrong, what if one doesn't have any specific favourite colour?" People should stop acting like they saw alien when someone say they don't have favourite colour.

"No, I didn't mean like that. If you don't have anything specific that means you hate colours?"

"No, I like almost all colours I like, no specific" I said and I wanted to end this topic but he has some other idea.

"But Nandhini, everyone has something favourite, I am not saying anything to offend you. Okay relax"

 He took out his tab and surfed an online shopping website and filtered for women dress suits and ask me to choose a dress and ask me to choose 5 dress. I gave him have you gone nuts look but he ignores and ask me to choose. He added those to wish list and then to fashion list and ask me again choose 5 watches, 5 shoes, 5 handbags and 5 jewellery set and added everything to wish list.

I randomly choose those and at last he went to the wish list and I could see one similarity in all those. Everything in white colour.

"Do you get now why I asked you to choose?"

I stare at him and he continued "You just choose things randomly but everything lead to white or shades of white"

I nodded him and surprisely everything is in white and I am not intentionally choosing everything in white but it happened.

"It is not I am forcing you to like white colour or some magic I did, you like that colour but you didn't realize it. Everyone one like something specific in colour or song or film etc but the matter is they don't realize what they like, that's it"

I wonder how can I person can think so deep and have this maturity in understanding things. I was annoyed first, why this person is asking me to choose 5 set in everything and made annoying expression but he was calm and understanding made me to choose but I now I get why he did.

So my favourite colour is white?

"So your favourite colour is white or shades of white" He smiled and I mirrored him.

Again I mobile rang but this time it is Manik's. Something inside again said "Nandhini get ready for another drama" 

09/11/2017