One late night shift for Onika turns into a long time away from her small town when her last customer happens to be more out of the ordinary than usual.
Spring in Japan was breathtaking, pink cherry blossom leaves fell everywhere we walked which didn't help me pay attention while Nas was speaking, My mind was elsewhere wondering what it felt like to fly in the wind so gracefully. "Onika" he snapped drawing my attention back to him "yessss" I whined squeezing his hand I really wanted to get lost in the scenery for more than two minutes at a time without getting my name called. "I'm sorry its just really pretty okay? it's our last few days here I just wanna look I'm never gonna come back here" I explained to him. He nodded his head before stopping our walk completely "the reason we here is because i wanted to talk, I know you're like a mini Jay now but I need to know what happens when we get back to New York, Are you coming home?" he asked holding my hands. I had thought about my answer to this for a while nowafter the assasination last month i knew he wanted me off the job for a while anyways. But this time around i didnt mind "Of course im going home with you baby.. But you cant just leave me at home or at the mall everyday i need to be occupied. I want to go everywhere you do i can defend myself we both know this let me help you" i told him as we sat down on the bench to look at the river. He rubbed his face and thiught about it "nicki you know how i feel about you and my lifestyle" he said slowly and i tried again " Nas i ethier live with you and leave everyday for hours on end and work for jay or work with you and see you whenever you want" i said to him sternly. "Fine fine but if i let you..you're not allowed to argue with me about anything you see" he said to me, I looked at him conceded. "What are you doing that would make me argue with you ?" I asked him concerned
"It ain't about what I'm doing it's about what you might do. I love you but my house is my house and I know if you get involved you gon get a notion that certain things should go the way you say it should" he told me, I leaned back and glared at him. "Nasir are you still mad I re decorated your room?" I asked slowly, I couldn't take the bright bedsheets that didn't match the pillows or the walls. It made me sick even though it was our little place. "That is just an example, I said leave it alone and then you started nagg-"
"I ain't fucking nag you!" I said before he could finish, I don't nag I'm not an annoying bitch like that. "You know what you did Onika but that's not the point, you can come with me whenever you want to I just don't wanna but heads about anything" he said to me. With jay I didn't mind being told "that's my final answer. " but if Nas said something like that to me I know as much as I didn't want to I'd be pissed at him , but I wanted to be better than that. "Us fighting is inevitable, let's just both agree to watch how we say it. Us yelling at each other is nothing new baby it's how we met" I reminded him standing up from the bench. he sighed and stood up holding my hand pulling me closer to him "I don't know why I let you get your way" I he said with a smile. "I know why" I said cheekily before pulling him towards the restaurant that caught my eye. We had stayed in a tourist friendly area so my fear of not understanding anything had subsided a while ago.
"I'm dreading the plane ride home" o posted as we sat by a window, I looked back at him and he only laughed. "I ain't sleeping next to you this time so..." I rolled my eyes "you knew better than to come up under me Nasir" he shook his head before holding my hand. "When we get home the first thing we doing is taking care of Dennis" he told me
"Baby I will take care of Dennis" I assured him
"And you just take care of me"
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