I think its kind of ironic that i cant seem to make up my mind. I want someone to love me. But i don't.
It's just like make up your mind woman.
But maybe I'm not looking for a boy or a man to love me.
Perhaps I'm looking for love from family.
I think, no, I know i need my mom to hold while i tell her all my problems.
But when is the right time?
When is the right moment to tell her that there is a boy that likes me.
When is it the right moment to go up to her and tell her, "Mom, I lied on a depression exam when I went to the doctors, because I didn't want to be another problem on your shoulders."
The moment does't seem to come. Do I make the moment happen?
Do I go cry to my mother and tell her I just need her to hold me because I feel alone and scared?
Do I tell my mother I don't love myself?
Do I tell her I want to be able to love myself enough to love other people?
Do I tell her anything at all?
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PoesíaThe thought of a girl who needs help. The most honest answers with a lot of questions. Because when a girl doesn't understand life what does she do? She thinks about things a lot. &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& I smiled today, and i don't know if it w...
