Snow Storm

A life after death.

Saturday

I hate everyone, but I hate myself even more. How could I have thought I could find happiness. Moka left me becuase her dad called me a bahumut. What the fuck is a bahumut?

I grab my jacket and headphones then head to the roof. I'm so sick of my emotions. I kick the stairwells door open, and head up. I kick open the roof door. I stand in the middle of the roof. I look around and feel my eyes burn up. I shake my head and see a roof top with a somewhat flat surface.

I sit down on the roof of the dorm and put my headphones in. I hit play on a instrumental I like. My eyes burn up again. I put my head down. I feel the tears start to fall. I scream at the top of my lungs. "WHY MEEEEE???" I feel heat in my chest and a ice in my hands. "UGHHH FUCK EVERYONE." I cross my arms and I feel the energy just gathering. My body cant hold anymore. "FFUUCCKK." A explosion of fire and ice leaves my body.

I hit the roof on my back. Trying to catch my breath, my body isn't responding. "Why?" I turn my head and feel my tears. "What did I do wrong?" I sit up. "Moka...." I cover my eyes and begin to cry.
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Sunday

In bed...I'm not hungry.

*knock* *knock*

"Leave me alone." I tell

"Come on bro, open up."

Only cuz it was Tenshi, I stood up and walked to the door. I open the door and walk to my bed.

"Zero, have you ate?" He asked

"I'm not hungry." I answer

"Come on dont be like that. You need to eat. Look I'll buy the food." Tenshi pleaded as his ear fell to the side.

I let out a heavy sigh, "Fine only cuz you want me to eat." I said sitting down in the edge of the bed.

Tenshi walked out of my room. Some time later he came back with some burgers. He had this big goofy smile on his face again. I try to smile but I can't. My mind goes back to Moka again. I can't believe she left me.

He must of noticed my expression because his ears went down again.

"Bro..." He started but I didnt let him finish.

"Please don't. Thanks for the food but please leave."

I think I got under his skin because he got up and opened the door. "Look I'll always be here. Just please take care and come to class Monday." He said as he walked put the door.

I stare at the door for a minute and just think about how I just told my best friend to leave. My eyes start to burn up again. I lay my head on my pillow and cover my head as I start to cry again.
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Monday

I woke up late to class. I didnt fix my hair. As I opened the door to the class I walked up to Ms. Nekonome. "Can I switch seats please?" I whispered.

"I'm sure, Peter hold on." She turned to the class. "Class would anyone like to change seats with Peter?"

"I will." Kurumu raised her hand

Thank goodness she has the window seat, far away from Moka.

"Is that okay Mr. Garcia?" She asked me

"Yes ma'am" I responded and headed toward Kurumu. As I set my bag on my new desk she stood up next to me.

"Hey, it'll be fine." Kurumu hugged me and walked over to her new seat.

I sighed as I sat down. She's a great girl and Tenshi is lucky to have her. I wish them the best. I out my head down on my desk, looking out of the window.
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