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bad mommy

Y/d/n = your daughters name

Shawn my husband is in the studio like everyday and I try to calm y/d/n down. She cries since 1 hour and there's nothing what maked her stop.

"Mooooom" she yelled and threw her dolls trough the room. "Stop y/d/n" I said to her but she didn't stop.

"Where's daddy" she cried. She ask everyday where Shawn her dad is and all I can say is that he's working.

"When comes daddy at home?" She yelled and threw a doll against the door. "I don't know" I yelled at her. I never did that. She cried even more and screamed as loud as she can.

"Shawn?" I said trough the phone crying as well. "What's wrong darling?" He asked. "You need to come home" I said trying to stop crying. "I'm home in 2 hours y/n" he said and I started crying again.

"Please Shawn I'm so desperately. I'm such a bad mom y/d/n won't stop crying and she always asks when you come home" I sat down on the couch and heard y/d/n yelling from her room. "Tell her daddy will be at home in two hours." He said and hung up.

"I can't do this anymore" I whispered to myself and pulled my legs closer to my body. I heard y/d/n walking down the stairs and immediately swiped my tears away and smiled.

"Mooom I want ice cream" she said. "We don't have ice cream darling" I said and hoped she wouldn't start crying again "but I want ice cream" she yelled and started crying.

"Come we go and get ice cream" I said but she laud down on the ground and cried. I don't know what I should do. I'm such a bad mom I can't even make my daughter happy.

"I want to watch a movie" she said after a few minutes and I turned the tv on. "Not this one" she complained. "What do you wanna watch" I asked but she just jumped off the couch and ran upstairs.

What did I do wrong? I decided to stay downstairs and making dinner.

After 20 minutes I was ready and walked to y/d/n' s room. "I made dinner" I said and saw her laying with her dolls. "Can we eat with daddy?" She asked I knew she would start crying again if I say her he's still not at home.

"Daddy isn't hungry he comes home in one hour" I said carefully. "I want to eat with him I miss daddy" she said sadly. She started crying again but not like she did before. The tears were just running down her face but she didn't even screamed.

"I miss daddy too but he's working and he couldn't buy you these pretty dolls if he would be here all the time" I said and pulled her onto my lap. "I don't want these dolls I want to play with daddy or he could sing something for me" she said still crying. I sighed and carried her downstairs.

"Let us eat something and when we're ready with eating daddy will be here" I said and she jumped off. "Really?" She said happy and I nodded. We sat down on the table and we started eating. I just hoped Shawn would be here very soon.

*ding ding* I heard my phone and saw Shawn texted me.

I'm still at the studio I need one hour longer here. I'm sorry hun I love you. X

I read the message and anger built in me. How can he do this to me. He goes early in the morning and comes back at 11pm or later.

Do you know what? You don't even need to come home today just stay away

I texted him back because I was so angry. "Mommy why are you crying?" Y/d/n asked me. I quickly swiped my tears away and smiled at her. "I don't cry" I said but she stood up and hugged me. She's so cute even she's just 5.

"Isn't daddy coming home today?" She asked sadly and I slowly nodded. "Why?" She asked crying. "He's busy" I just said and tried to cover my sadness.

"If you want I can play with you" I proposed but she shook her head. "I want to play with daddy" she whispered and ran upstairs without saying anything.

I sat down on the couch and crying my soul out of me. One side of me hoped Shawn would come home today and the other side wishes he'll never come back.

"Y/n" someone said and I slowly opened my eyes. I fell asleep. "Fuck y/d/n" I whispered to myself and totally ignored that someone said my name.

"Y/n" I heard it again and someone hold my arm. It was Shawn. "Leave me alone" I said and got out of his grip and walked upstairs to y/d/n' s room. I looked at my phone and saw it was already 2am.

I slowly opened her door and saw her laying in her bed. She slept but how? "Y/n" Shawn whispered and I closed the door "what do you want I said you don't need to come home" I said with anger in my voice and walked back to the living room.

"I'm sorry I didn't knew you were so desperately" he said and tried to kiss me but I pulled him away. "Shawn I don't need your I'm sorry. Do you know how it feel to be alone with y/d/n the whole day. Do you know how it feels to say her daddy isnt coming home today?" I asked him and started crying.

"I just can't Shawn I'm totally desperately" I said and he hugged me. I was to weak to pull him away and honestly this is exactly what I needed.

"Darling I'm so so so sorry. Really I'm so sorry" he said and I just cried into his shoulder. "I promise I'll stay at home tomorrow and play with y/d/n. You can do what ever you want you have a day off tomorrow" he said.

"Thank you Shawn" I said and he swiped my tears away. "And I promise I'll try to be at home more often" he said and I pressed my lips against his.

I really hope he'll keep his promises.
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