Shawn Mendes imagines♡

Why?

I'm sitting in the living room waiting for Shawn my boyfriend.

He always comes home late and I never had a problem with it because I know he does what he loves.

"Hey y/n" Shawn said when he entred the living room. I just looked at him and thought about how could start this conversation.

"Shawn what's that?" I just said and showed him a picture of him with a girl.

"It's nothing hunny" he said and tried to calm me down. It was obvisouly he was hugging that girl and smiled like he never was happier.

"Shawn you can't tell me there's nothing between you and her" I said a bit louder than before

"Did you think I didnt read all these articles" I yelled at him. He looked guilty he knows I caught him...

"Please y/n there's nothing to worry about just don't look at the pictures" he said and got some food out of the fridge.

"Don't lie to me Shawn I know you cheated" I said and I saw his face freezing.

"I'm sorry" he said after a few seconds of silence.

"I can't believe you did that I thought you love me" I yelled at him. Tears were running down my face and I couldn't stop myself to throw the pic of us on the ground.

"Y/n listen it was never my intention to hurt you" he said and cane closer to me. "The why did you?" I asked still crying.

"I think I- I just don't love you as much as I used to do" he said and looked at his feets. I knew he feels bad for it.

"W- why?" I mumbled. "Tell me why?" I said loud enough for him to hear me. "As I said I never wanted to hurt you babe" he said.

After a few minutes of silence I said something. "Do you remember when we fighted who loves the other person more? I knew I were right that I love you more" I said and with that I walked upstairs.

"Please don't think it's your fault" Shawn said. "But Shawn it is my fault I should have been a better girlfriend to you" I said.

"No don't say that the thing is that I don't deserve you" he said but I knew it was just a lie. Of course it is my fault.

"It's okay Shawn I knew I wasn't good enough for you it was just a question of time till you realize that too" I said and walked back downstairs with my bag.

"I'll get the rest of my stuff tomorrow when you're not home" I said. I walked to the door but stoped before it. I turned around and kissed him one last time.

"Good bye Shawn I love you" I said with tears in my eyes. I walked out of the door and heard how Shawn closed the door.

And with this he was gone and I never saw him again. It's been 2 years since we break up but I'm still not over him and I still love him.
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