Shawn Mendes imagines♡

hickeys?

"Hey Shawn" I yelled after I came into the house. I was with my dad for a few days because he said so. I always have to do what he says because he's really aggressive.

I've never told Shawn about how aggressive my dad is and I don't think I'll ever do it. I was the weekend with him and of course he hit me like usually when I'm with him.

My mom died a few years ago by an car accident and I were totally down at this time but Shawn saved me.

I wore a scarf to make sure Shawn doesn't see the bruises my dad gave me all over my body.

I tried to cover them with make up but it didn't really work.

"Hey darling" Shawn said and hugged me. I closed my eyes by the pain I felt. "How was the weekend with your dad?" He asked and we sat down in the bed. "It was okay" I answered short.

"Should we make dinner?" I asked and Shawn nodded. "Okay I'll get the pot" I said and walked to the fridge because our pots stand on the fridge.

I reached my hands out for the pot and my shirt lifted a bit up. "What's that?" Shawn asked and pointed on the bruises on my back. "Nothing" I said and continued with the food.

"Y/n don't lie to me" he said and got closer to me. "And this?" He said and pointed on my neck where also were bruises.

"It's nothing Shawn" I said a bit louder and tried to continue but Shawn didn't let me.

"Nothing?" He said more like a question and pulled my scarf away. He could see all the bruises my dad did to me.

"What the fuck y/n" he screamed. "Shawn its not what it looks like" I said and hoped he would give me time to explain.

"Y/n you have hickeys all over you body I don't think I can't understand  That wrong" he yelled and tears were running down my face.

"Shawn please let me explain" I said weakly. "Do you want to explain how a boy sucked on your skin and left this mark. And how he fucked you after he did that?" He said angrily and was to leave the room.

"Shawn wait" I yelled and grabbed his fist. "What?" He said and I could see the anger in his eyes. "I don't want to be in the same room with a slut" he said and in this moment I realized I had told Shawn about my dad.

"Shawn I'm not a slut" I said and tried to hold him back from leaving me. "Just hear me out" I begged and tried to stop crying. "No I don't want to hear any excuses I can't forgive that you cheated on me y/n" he yelled.

"I didn't cheat" I said and broke down to the ground. "I know what you think. I know you think these are hickeys and I know it really seems like I cheated but I didn't" I said still crying and scared to lose Shawn because my dad.

"These aren't hickeys these are bruises" I almost whispered and hoped Shawn heard it and would stay. "What?" He asked a bit more calm. "Yes these are bruises and I have more" I said and took my shirt off so he can see the bruises and little cuts all over my belly.

"Y/n why didn't you tell me? Who did that to you?" He said and pulled me I to a hug. I couldn't say anything and just stayed like this for a few seconds.

We sat down on the chairs and I tried to talk. "Please don't leave me Shawn. Please hear me out" I begged and swiped my tears away. "I'll hear you out" he said and I took a deep breath.

"My dad- my dad did that to me" I said and tears started running down my face again. "He always hits me and he's always drunk and aggressive" I said and Shawn pulled me onto his lap.

"Why didn't you tell me hun? This man needs to be in a jail" he said and I rested my head against his chest. I was so relieved Shawn heard me out and forgive me. "I was scared" I whispered. "We are going trough this together and I'm so so sorry I judged you I should have hear you out when you said it" he said and rubbed my back.

"It's okay I can understand you I would have probably react the same way as you did because it really seems wrong" I said and Shawn hugged me again.

"We will fight against him and he'll go into a jail and you never have to be scared again about him" Shawn said and swiped my tears away.

"Thank you Shawn" I whispered. "Everything for you baby girl" he said back and placed a little kiss on my forehead.

"I love you"
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