Fifty Shades Of Demons

chapter 4

Christain's POV:

She is going to say no. A tear rows down my cheek . Ana questions me ,"I have never had a boy friend either . I have a question before I answer your question ..... What all do you know about me?"she raises her eyebrow.

"Ok well promise me you wouldn't get mad at me ."I say . I'm super scared I can't lie to her . I know more than she thinks . She gives me a weird look,"I promise I won't get mad" I take a deep breath .

Ok here goes nothing ."1st you prefer to be called Ana .2nd you love books . you don't like them .3rd you and your mom doesn't get along.4th your a straight A student .5th you have Burns on your arms and stomach .6th you got the word fat ingraved on your stomach . " Another tear rows down my eye . Look up to see Ana crying . I don't know what to say . So I just hugged her . She cries into my should I don't know how long we sit there , but it feels amazing .

Ana's POV :

He really does know more than what I thought he knew . How did he find out about my scars . After I sit up from his chest . I look him in the eye . He has been crying too . I wipes his eyes with my sleeve . I'm still confused . "How did you know about my scars ? And since you know about them why would you ever want to be with me ? I'm fucked up . " And there comes the waterworks .

This time he doesn't hug me this time. He grabs a tissue and wipes my tears . I slightly smile . He finally answers " I know about your Burns and scars because when you went to get your hue your hoodie came up and so did your sleeves . It's ok I have scars too. I will tell you where they came from if you want . I don't like talking about it . It gives me nightmares . But I will tell you . And I want you because your amazing and flawless . Your so sweet and beautiful . Your smart and lovely . And I don't think your as fucked up as me . " A nother tear rows down his cheek .

This time instead of him hugging me , I hug him . He is a little startled . Then he hugs me back . Whispering in my ear ,"my mother was a prostitute and crack addict . When I was little her pimp burned me all the time with his ciggertts . When I was four my mom overdosed and dies .It took four days for anyone to find us. I lied with her the whole time . I couldn't leave her even though she always left me . And then the police call and they took me away . I went to the hospital and that's where I met Grace . She adopted me and well some of the Burns went away but allot didn't . "

I cry harder . I hug him so much tighter . He pushes me off and takes off his shirt . I look at his bare chest . The burns are bad . I start to count them in my head there is at least ten that I see . I hug him. I cry . I look up at him . I take off my jacket and show him my arms . I leave me shirt on though .

I'm going to tell him where mine came from . "My mom cheated on Ray . I caught her . Ray still doesn't know she cheated . So I told her to get a divorce and she did . She went and married the guy , Steve , that she was cheating on dad with . I was forced to live with them for awhile until dad could get full custody of me . Steve would always drink and smoke . When ever he got anger he would take it out on me . He burnt me and beat me. He always called me fat, ugly, and stupid . So one day I used a razor and cut my self . Moms too afraid to do anything about Steve. Then after a couple of months I moved in with Ray . Things have got better since then but not perfect I hope things do get better , its only been about 3 months since all that happened. Just this weekend I moved to this home to start a new life .Im always having panic attacks now . " I start to cry again . "I have never told anyone about that."

He wiped my tears with his thumbs . And whispers it's all going to be ok over and over again when he hugs me . I sit up and decide to say yes . I look into his gray eyes. "Yes" . He looks at me confused . "Yes, I will be your girlfriend ." We smile at each other her brings me in for a hug . We sit there a long time . I'm not for sure how long , but it felt perfect to be in his arms .