Fifty Shades Of Demons

chapter 29

The next morning I go and get ready. Today is Christian's birthday. He claims he doesn't want to skip school with Elliot. Maybe if I ask him he will with me. I grab my phone and send him a text. Even though we stayed up until 12 so I could be the first to tell him happy birthday. He is an adult now. He is 18. I text him.

A: Good morning. Happy birthday big boy. 😘How about we skip school since its your birthday?

He relpies almost immediately.

C: Good morning my love. Thank you my little girl 😘. And sure I would love to do anything with you. But what are we going to be doing ?😉

A: Idk. What do you want to do ?😉

C: mmm. You .😘😉

A: Hopefully. But seriously what do you want to do for your birthday?😘

C: Like I said you baby. But maybe you want to try something new?😉😘

A: What should I be scared. What kind of something new? 😉

C: we don't have to. I just thought you would want to experiment. Its fine. 😘 but if we did probably something to tie you with.

That kinda sounds scary. I don't want to get hurt. I trust him I do. But tie me up.  Its his birthday ill let him. If it gets too much I'll just tell him to stop.

A: I will try. Only for my big birthday boy. I love you I will be at your house around 10. Im going back to sleep. 💕 I love you.

C: I love you more😘💕😍

I go back to sleep then wake up around 9:30 since I don't have to go that far but across the lawn. Or I could even go through the window. Maybe I should scare him like that. I doubt have to get dressed since I went back to bed with the clothes I had on. I go down stairs cook and eat me an egg. Right before I go through the window.

Its only 9:47 I crawl through the window and jump on his bed. He screams like a little girl. I can't help but laugh. He grabs me by my waist and rolls me over where he is on top of me. "God your lucky it's only me home. You would have got the cops called on you. You scared the shit out of me." I can't help but laugh. I mean up and kiss him. "Happy birthday day." He smiles. " Yes I think it is a happy birthday" He leans down and kisses me. We stay in bed for a while not doing nothing out of the ordinary.  We made love like usual.

In a couple of days we have summer vacation. But apparently since this school is wierd we only have a month for summer vacation we end June 12 and come back August 10. And the last day before summer break is prom. We decided that we are going to pick out our outfits. We chose the color red. Because he can get a black tux and red tie and hancerkief easy. He said he loved the color red on me. It matched my eyes. He bought all of it he wouldn't let me pay for anything.

When we got home Christian lays the stuff on the couch while I take off my shoes. He stalks tord me. He pulls me by my waist. Kisses my forehead and whispers. "Are you ready baby?" I nod my head slowly. He holds out his hand and I hesentily take it. He smiles shyly. He leads me to his bed room. I stand there confused as he goes to his closet. While in his closet he yells , " you can take off your clothes if you'd like." I do. I sit down on his bed naked. He comes back nude and with a tie in his hands. I give him a questioning look. He chuckles. "My tie is softer than rope." He shrugs. I giggle. "Stand. Hold out your wrist." I comply. He ties my wrist together. Then throws me on the bed. I giggle as he laughs.

He starts kissing up my body. My feet, my calf, my thigh, my naval, my stomach, and stops at my breast. He looks up and smiles at me. I can feel his erection poking unto my leg.  I move my hands down to touch his head as he sucks and kiss my breast and nipples. It feels so good. I barely touch him. He grabs my arms and puts them above my head again. "Still Anastasia. Still." I nod my head. He keeps kissing me and sucking. Its feels so good I just want to touch him its torturing me. "Christian" I whine. He grins. He comes and kisses my lips. "God I love you Anastasia." He unites my hands and I look at him confusedly. He laughs and kisses my lips. "Ana I just wanted to see how much you trust me. I know your not ready for it. And I am so happy you trust me that much to let me tie you up. But its not happening like that today." He smiles at me and kisses my forehead. "So your just going to leave me here horny as hell?" He laughs. Not funny you ass."No baby I'm going to make love to you." I smile.

We 'make love' for the next hour. After reaching my second climax I'm exhausted. He pulls out of me fast as he comes. I can feel the liquid oozing out of me. I know Christian put a condom on but it felt different this time. If not better right before he pulled out. He sits up all fast. Mumbling shit and fuck over and over again. "What is wrong baby?" I ask him. He looks at me his face is all pale and looks like he is about to cry. "I'm so sorry baby. Your gonna hate me . Fuck." he says as a tear rolls down his cheek. I look down at his hand there is a busted condom. Oh shit that's why it felt different. Fuck. I miss away the tear. He lays down the plastic and I hold his hands."Christian,my love, I might not even get pregnant its ok. We can figure this out. This is all my fault. Im so sorry." I have tears running down my face. He wipes them away. "Anastasia. Shh. We can figure this out together. Like you said hopefully you didn't get pregnant. And if you did we can figure this out together." He said 'hopefully' .  So he doesn't want a baby with me. I see how this is. What if we do. What will his parents think. What will my parents think. Shit. I lay back down and try to drift asleep. He lays down beside me. Kisses my cheek. "I love you Ana." And I reply "I love you Christian." And I drift to sleep. The rest of the day goes by fast. They have a birthday party for Christian nothing exciting really happens. Except for his mom buying the family tickets to Europe for summer vacation. Guess that means I'm going to be lonely. Maybe I can hang out with Kate.

I go to sleep that night thinking what it would be like for me and Christian to have a baby. Will he love it? Every time I think about if Christian would love it or not I always think about ' hopefully not' .

Sorry I haven't posted in a while my family had a tradgity. My grandpa passed away and its been really rough.