Fifty Shades Of Demons

chapter 11

Ana's POV

Why does Christain do this to me ?!? Ugh and now we wants me to cook . He seemed really scared . I might need to pry the information out of him . I walk into the kitchen to him . He is looking in the fridge like nothing happened . He is so confusing sometimes. He turns around , "what are we going to cook tonight ?" Can he be anymore serious ?. "Um how does stir fry sound ?" He nods his head. He takes out all the vegetables and sits them on the counter . I get the place mats . I put the oil into the pan and  turn it on. I have Christan a knife . I start cutting and he just stares at his pepper like it's going to run away. I finish cutting all the vegetables before he has one cut into the pepper . "Do you need help ?" I ask . He looks up finally . "Please" . I show him with half his pepper and he copies my actions .

I go to the fridge and take out peas. "Can you not put those in it please ?" He asked . So I just put them back in the fridge . He looked scared though I wonder why . Maybe he is allergic to peas. I stir the pan . I look at him . He is just sitting there at the bar watching .I lean across the bar ."you know we need to talk about what happened don't you ?" I ask . "Yeah , I know so . Why were you trying to rush things ? ".    "Christain I'm not it just felt , 'in the moment ' I already told you . "He let's out a sigh . "Anastasia , I'm just scared im going to hurt you . I don't ever want to hurt you . " He bows his head in defeat .   "You aren't going to hurt me Christan . I trust you . You don't have to be scared . " I walk over to him and kiss him on the cheek . Then go and stir the pan again .

"Im happy you trust me Ana. But it's me who can't trust myself . And are you sure you were ready ?"    "Yes Christain , I was and am ready . ".         " Well at that case I think we need to start small ok ? No sex RightNow . ".   "Ok" I feel like he doesn't want me . I stir the pan and turn it off.    I look at him " you know we have cooked 2 hours early ? Dad doesn't get off till 7" he laughs . "Do you want to finish the movie ?"I ask     " no I don't think it's a good idea . Let's go give my mom a heart attack . ".   We laugh . He takes my hand and we walk across the lawn .

We open the Grey's door and walk in. We sit on his couch . He looks nervous . I smile reassuringly at him . He just strokes my knuckles . Grace walks in from the kitchen .