Where's my adrenaline rush?
Where's the light
So many long for
The momentary flash
The release
How is it only I
Can be so defective
In self destruction
Why don't these little droplets
Carry with them my sadness
Why does it fester in my veins
Leaving garish wounds
Inside and out
An unsavoury sight
A pollution of the body, Sadness
Making all this effort
To open doors
That slam shut so fast
How many doors must I open
To make you understand
You must leave this place
