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<🎂:徐明浩>

*This is even later than Jeonghan's

**I legit want to cry because it's FIVE DAYS LATE BRO WHO TF DOES THAT?

clears throat

I'm about to cry because I'm writing a birthday message for one of the best people I-

But seriously, Happy Birthday Minghao! Minghao, The8, Eisa-ssi, whatever they may call you lol 💓

I honestly don't know how to start my message for you, I have so much to talk about and thank you for AAAH IT'S OVERWHELMING HAHA but let's start off with the first time I found out about you.

Fansite-nim pledis17 has these profiles for each member so that I could get to know all of you more. And I came across yours! I didn't fully check on your profile at first, I just read out your name in the thumbnail. Me, having really bad eyesight (or maybe it was the font?), I read your name as... TheS. Yes. TheS.

(me: what a weird stage name.. oh well)

But then I clicked on your profile *I mistook you for Seungkwan* I saw that your stage name was indeed The8 😂😢 I was quite embarrassed, since I pronounced your name TERRIBLY WRONG ; - ; but it's all okay now because I call you Minghao 😋

When I first became a carat, I didn't think this b-boying thug I'm writing to today would be my bias wrecker, and honestly, I couldn't be more thankful that you are my bias wrecker. I mean, who wouldn't fall for these looks?

just kidding hehehe

Yep, Xu Minghao did THAT. /swoons/

This guy, the guy that has infinite talents, plus a really interesting personality, with killer moves, who would ask for more? Xu Minghao has got it all, everyone. LOVE THIS MAN. GIVE HIM LOVE. I'M GIVING HIM ALL THE LOVE HE DESERVES GIVE HIM MORE.

I'm really sad that you're one of the underrated members, but I know people out there are giving you all the support you need, and you are loved. You are very, very loved. You have so much talent, potential, it seems as if you could do anything if you tried, because your skill is literally no joke. People need to focus on you more, discover what you can do, because you deserve it, and more. *cries* waah

There are times when all I want to do is read about you, write about you, because you, Xu Minghao, you're one of the persons who could sport many different personalities, from a thug shouting 'IMMA!' to a huge fluffy ball that likes hugging people (both are my absolute favorites), and I would love to read stories about different universes with you as a completely different person in each one, and I'd still fall for it.

(I probably already read every fic and au about you and I'm starting to look for new ones after this)

You, Xu Minghao, you are an absolute angel. You may not look like one sometimes (but you still look so good), but your personality is just so so soft, I made this months before today.

I'm sorry this is meme-y but I love soft Minghao to bits I'm gonna cry

Your voice, your moves, your whole existence, it means so much to me, and I absolutely love every single thing about you my sappiness is showing

Thank you, for always making me smile, for making me laugh at your antics, and just making me happy in general. You always do, of course, along with the others, but you manage to do it even on your own. You make me extremely happy, and soft, and I can't fight back the smile that forms when I see you.

Thank you for making me swoon so much, you truly are charming. I don't experience 'kilig' that much anymore aside from That One Guy You Want To Beat™, and the others, but your fluffy self just makes my heart flutter. Even more when you're on your wrecking mode, that just makes me blush like crazy lmao

I hope you enjoyed your day, since it's been 5 days since your actual birthday, and I feel really bad for not being able to write a birthday message earlier. I was focused on exams, activities, and school that a message for you slipped out of my mind. I feel bad ahahahahelphahahah

Get well soon, Eisa-ssi, okay? Your back hurts, and I hope you rest well and you get well soon. Let Eisa-frog take over your position for a bit okay? I'm sure your hyungs and dongsaengs are taking care of him well ha ha ha ha ha.. but seriously. Please get well soon, it hurts to see you struggle.

I want to talk about you DJ-ing on rooftop live because man, that hit my heart so bad I fell hard bruh

You look handsome on a daily basis but when you DJ? YOU BECOME EVEN MORE HANDSOME BY INFINITY TIMES I'm shook.

I can't explain how you look SO GOOD here I'm just aaaaaaahh

I literally thought out loud (while settig up my bed) "Minghao looks even more handsome when he DJs" like COME ON HOW CAN YOU LOOK THIS GOOD? AND THE LOOK OF FOCUS ON YOUR FACE I'M WHOO

Oh look I'm blushing heh..

Also when you were decorating the cake, your hands?? Beauty.

Like, Minghao looks so good without even trying. He has a great fashion sense, even greater looks, WHO WOULDN'T LOVE HIM??

I want to appreciate him so badly but I can't explain that by words aahh

Happy Birthday Eisa, Love you 💖💖