How long's left?

Chapter 13

All I feel is darkness overcome me.
All I feel is despair.
All I feel is loneliness.
Was it just a dream; did that really just happen?
The answers yes, my one true friend is dead...
Why..why him? Out of all people, him! Why not me, why couldn't I of been the one to die. No one would care if I died anyway, would they?
I finally open my eyes slowly to see a crowd around me.. all of it's a blur.
I see hand reach down and someone says.
"Here, take my hand. We need to get you up. I'm here to help." The voice exclaimed.
I grabbed hold tightly and slowly got up in loads of pain.
The person gives me hug and says:
"I'm so sorry about Caspian, he was an amazing friend...".
This girl was someone I never spoke to.
Her name was Lia, I always remember seeing her with Caspian. They've been best friends since Primary. Me and her, walk over to off to the side- so we're out of all the crowd.
I look over and see loads of flashing blue lights, then I see people holding Caspian's body. There dead, cold, lifeless.. This brought tears to both our eyes before she puts her head on my shoulder. She looks at me and gave me a warming smile, her eyes as blue as oceans, her blonde hair falling elegantly down, she looked amazing.
The realisation of my only friend dead started to make me worried.. I have no one there apart from myself...
In the distance I see Payton, she's down in her knees crying, me and Lia rush over. Payton screams
"No! I need him! Why did they do this..." her voice slowly gets quieter and quieter, she stops talking.
She stopped crying.
She walks off on the way to home, just like nothing happened.
I pull out my phone and I see I've got some texts.

Brielle: Hey it's Brielle, I'm so so sorry this happened. I'm here for you if you need anything. Would you like to go to the park tonight to talk. There's some stuff I'd like to ask?

I reply as soon as I see them

Phoenix: Sure, it'll take my mind if it. Thanks so much Brielle.
I put my phone away and slowly pace myself to the bus..
It's not normal...
No more Caspian...
Lia walks the other way so she doesn't get on.
I walk up the bus stairs and sit down.
There at the back of the bus is Jax.
He's picking on Alpha...
I say to myself "I'm stopping this."

I walk over to Jax and say in a loud voice.
"Stop it now, you've already killed Caspian. Haven't you learned your lesson?"
Jax reply's by saying.
"He has it coming, anyway why would you care so much about him anyway? He was a dick. No one liked him. He was a nobody!".
He stands up and pushes me, but I don't give in, I don't fall.
I stare directly at him... and I said.
"Have a nice day Jax... I hope you die."
I grab Alphas hand pulling him to the front of the bus and we both get of.
As we're leaving I hear Jax shout.
"This isn't over Landgrab! You wait! You'll be next!"
I walk of the bus.
Alpha stops before thanking me for what I did.
I wave goodbye and we both go our  separate ways.
I look at the time.
5:36
54 minuets till I meet up with Brielle.
I unlock my front door and enter my boring house.
I go up stairs and jump onto my bed before letting all my tears out.
What will I do without him, he was my best friend...