How long's left?

Chapter 17

I stood up on the hill. Crying my eyes out. As I grasp on tight to the roses. I slowly put them down on to where my sister lay... dead.
Then I saw was the start of my depression and anxiety.
I slowly walked down the hill, my mother waiting at the bottom. As the orange autumn leaves fell down on my pale face,I walk. My head down... I try to stop crying, but I can't. She was the closest person, my best friend. And now she's gone.
Due to suicide.
She killed herself.
She did self harm.
The scratches weren't from the cats. They were the scars from torturing herself, the scars that symbolise what people had done to her.
My mother holding me as I look up to her.
"It'll be fine Phoenix..." she said whilst smiling at me, hugging me tight.
She bends down to my level wiping of my remaining tears.
We open the door to our house, the house where she took her own life.
I grab my sisters diary left on her bedroom, splattered in her own blood.
I open up the first page, I start reading.

I love my new school! The people here are so nice. I met some really cool people whilst I was there. He's really sweet and cute. His name is Jax. I would love to be his girlfriend. I'd do anything to be his!
His green eyes, his red hair.
He's just so handsome.
I also met this girl called Payton. She's really quiet though and she was getting picked on a bit. I stopped it and I saved the day! She keeps saying 'stay away from me, I'm unstable'
But I don't know what the hell that means. Maybe she's just a bit upset. I'm going to leave her alone for a bit.
She's kinda creepy in my opinion.
She's a weirdo!
Anyways thanks for letting me write to you!
Bye Diary!

I look at it and wonder who Jax and Payton is.Is Payton the one who made her commit suicide.
I will get revenge on her! Even if it's the last thing I'll do.