How long's left?

Chapter 14

Rain pours down.
The delicate rain falls down my cheek.
I grasp my mother's hand as we both stand there. The place where my sister rest. She was my world, I loved her so much.
Why did she take her life, she was to young. Why? Just why?
I look down at the ground trying to stop crying, but it won't work.
Eventually I let go of my mothers hand and fall to the ground.
I know I'm young but I'm giving up.
I'm giving up.
I'm giving up...
But is that what she'd want? Would she want me to be like this?
I bend down to where she lay, I put down the bunches of roses and kiss the grave stone.
I notice somethings in my pocket.
I reach down and take it out. It's my sisters keyring, I look at it for while and eventually wipe the tears that our half way down my face.
I look up to my mum and we both walk back.

I walk up the set of stairs until I see myself at Novas room.
I see her phone on her bed and pick it up. I remember seeing her type her password in, so I enter it.
I see a message appeared up.

Jax: Go kill yourself. All
You are is someone who will sleep with anyone just end your life everyone would be better that way.
Nova: Ok then.. I will thanks for the advice.
Nova: Also go fuck yourself.

The messages stop there...