How long's left?

Chapter 11

As my sister sits their in the chair I go up to her and try to make her jump, but she doesn't move. I repeatedly shake her, I start to worry but I keep my cool. I rush down to my parents, they aren't here though. My breath starts becoming more heavier, I prance around the room because I'm anxious. I scream "Nova wake up, it's morning!". Still there was no response, water now forming in my eyes. Then I realised the unspeakable became the speakable. I can't keep my stance and my legs give way. I now can see myself on my knees, on the floor, I scream out for ages. There's tears rushing down my face. I see the blood running down her arms, the cuts, the blade.

"Phoenix, always keep that smile..." I hear Nova say before her eyes slowly roll back.

All I can now feel is cold death, I give a smile... There's something next to her a note 📝...
It says "I'm sorry I took my life but it wasn't you, it was the cruel world that did this to me. I thought the only way was to make me bleed to give me a new slate. I only ever wore a smile, I seemed to be happy and joyful for a short while. If anyone saw the cats I would easily just blame it on the cat. I sat alone at school and had no friends. Everyone seemed to be full of hatred, everyone wanted me to be gone. Are you happy now Jax!? Look what you made me do, I only took up space anyway!

When I read these words they changed my life forever...