Forbidden Desires (boyxboy)

Dealing with Kegan

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I don’t understand why he is so pissed off for. I mean, it’s not like he likes me or anything, he’s dating Ally. What would he want with me? Ally has big boobs and I have a big…well, you know what I mean. Enough thinking about a boy that wants nothing to do with me.

Embry is someone who I should be thinking about. That boy is delicious, like yummy in my tummy good. My tummy growls, when is that damn woman going to cook my food!  I made my way down stairs to see what is taking her so long.

“Where is my food woman?” I bellow. I feel a sharp sting in the back of my head. “What the Fu…” I say while holding my head.

“Don’t speak to your mom that way.” My dad says while giving “the woman” a kiss on her cheek.

I mimic him as I sit next to Kegan. “You are such a child.” Kegan mumbles.

“And you are such a unicorn.” I whisper in his ear. Kegan shivers and scoots away from me a little. I shrug and take a look around the table. Mom, dad, Kegan, Ally…..Ally. What the fudge pie is she doing here? How come I didn’t notice skank before I sat down? Oh, that’s right; I was distracted by “The woman”.

To those of you that are wondering why I call her that it’s because she’s really not my mom. “That woman” is Kegan’s mom not mine. I don’t hate her, I really don’t. It’s just I’m unsure of what to call her. I can’t call her mom because she’s not my mom. I can’t call her by her name, Kimberly, because she means more to me than that. We came to an agreement; I shall call her woman until I figure out what I wanted to call her. I’m a very complex person. My mom passed away after I was born. Don’t you go saying aww….it’s not that bad. I don’t remember her so how can you miss what you never had?

Anyways, back to skank. “Oh Ally, what a pleasant surprise. What brings you to our humble abode?” I asked formally. I’m so gay at times, I make myself giggle.

“I’m here to spend time with my boyfriend.” She smirked. Boyfriend my ass, she’ll be tossed like roadside trash in a week. That’s just how Kegan is but then again, he never brought one to dinner before.

“I see. That’s lovely.” I mumble and start to eat. I didn’t even notice that someone put a plate in front of me. Suddenly I’m not all that hungry. I’m very worried actually. Could this Ally mean something to him? Am I losing my chance? Chance…HA…like I had one.  Maybe he’ll stop drinking so much. I wonder if “the woman” and dad knows. I wonder if the inside of a unicorn is the color of the rainbow. Hmm...

I hear the conversation going on around me but could not make myself participate. I felt sick all of a sudden. I excused myself from the table which earned a look from Kegan. I rush to the bathroom and puked the food in my stomach out. I really hate when I upset myself that much. I am such a girl at times.

I hear a knock at the door. “Are you okay, Connor?” I can hear Kegan ask. I guess the parents sent him to check up on me.

“I’m fine, just ate something that didn’t agree with me. Tell “the woman” that I’m going to bed early.” I say gasping. Puking tires you out that’s for sure. I didn’t hear a reply so I guess he left. I wash my mouth out and flush the toilet. I can’t keep getting this upset when he brings a girl home. It’s time that I get over him and move on. Nothing good is going to come from this crush. I should be more focused on Embry, someone I know that is interested in me. With that train of thought I left the bathroom only to come face to face with Kegan. Great, just great.

“Can I help you?” I ask raising an eyebrow. I wonder why he’s still out here. I go to brush by him only for him to grab my arm.

“Are you okay?” He asks. Pulling me closer to where we are toe to toe.

“I’m fine. Just felt a little sick is all. It’s passed, see, I’m all good now. “I smirked. I wasn’t going to let this closeness bother me. I’m wasn’t going to look into for more than what it was.

“Don’t give me that bullshit, Connor. You don’t think that I notice?” He growls.

“Notice? I don’t know what you’re talking about. I just felt a little sick is all.” I try to say convincingly.

“It’s never going to happen if you can’t even admit how you feel.” He pushes me against the wall. “I’m done playing this game, Connor.”

As he walks away I slump to the floor. What in the hell just happened? What game?