She Said Sorry

Hopeful

Song: Hopeful- Bars and Melody

I woke up with a big headache. For a second I didn't even want to get up but I had no choice. So with that being said I got up and got ready. It felt really cold when I stepped out of my bedroom but it's most likely because I haven't put my shoes on...

Luckily those weren't my only shoes... I put my other shoes on.

I went down stairs and made myself a toast then went back upstairs. I looked in the mirror of my restroom and saw dry blood from my nose. I sighed and started cleaning it up. I looked at the bruise on my stomach and patched that up because I didn't want it to get any worse. After fishing that I went down stairs and left.

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I looked at the front doors of the school building and sighed. I don't know what happened last night with a... Lucy but I sure as hell know it ain't gonna happen again. I waited for the bell to ring like everyday and finally entered the building. I went to my first class.

Hmm that's strange... Lucy ain't here... But why should I care she doesn't even care about me.

After class finished I went to my locker to get my other book when I felt someone pull me away. I could feel their cold hands covering my eyes. I didn't dare move not because I didn't want to but because it all happens to fast and my body couldn't react in time. When the hand finally left from my eyes I saw that I was in a spare room with...

Lucy.

"L-l-Lucy... I-I-I-Im sorry." I said as I waited for her to hit me. I didn't know what I was sorry for but it felt like something she wanted to hear.

"Brianna..." before she finished her sentence she looked out the door's small window and went back to me and continued. "I'm sorry. You shouldn't be sorry."

I narrowed my eyes and looked at her confused. Did she just say she was sorry. After 2 years of coming out she finally said sorry. At first I was happy then, anger flooded my mind.
"2 years..." I whispered to her.

"What?" She asked having her hands out like I was suppose to take them . Which just angered me more.

"TWO FUCKING YEARS!... TWO FUCKING YEARS OF HAVING YOU HIT ME TO THE GROUND AND TWO YEARS OF HAVING EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL HATE ME... ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!" I said hitting her chest with my finger in between every word I said. I paused as I needed to take a deep breath.
"And now... You want to say sorry... After two horrible years."

"I-I-I" she started but I cut her off,

"No. Just stop." I said to her and then I just left.

After classes I finally had lunch. I heard the librarian ordered new books today. I should check them out.

I sighed as I entered the library, some guys were staring at me and laughing. I rolled my eyes as I looked for a book to read. I went to my usual bean bag chair and sat down in a comfortable position. As I was about to start reading I saw a girl walk in. A girl I really don't want to see right know or like ever.

She started to walk towards me and I got up about to leave but she just gave me a piece of copy paper and left. What the?... I opened the paper and it said,

I never meant to hurt you.
Please I just wanna talk. I'll tell you something that I know you would wanna hear. If you do wanna talk I'll be at the park on Longside street after school. It's about May.
-Lucy

Oh please... Why should I believe her. After everything that happened. She even turned my own friends against me. Even... Even, May. My bestfriend left me because of Lucy.

May, what happened to her? Oh yeah she hangs out with Lucy now.

May. What happened to us?

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As Brianna was eating her lunch that her mother packed her she saw a girl sitting by herself by the tree. 'Is she crying?' Thought Brianna.

Brianna got up and went to the little girl who was sitting by herself.

"Hi" Brianna said with her big toothy smile.
"Wanna play? I'll give you a cookie."

The little girl wiped the tears off her face and smiled with a nod. She got up and both of them started to walk to the playground.

"My name's May." The girl said as both them sat on the swing eating cookies.

"Das A pwitty name. My name's a Brianna but you could caw me Bri." The little girl May's face became red as they both finished cookies they started to play tag with the other children.
"I have a feeling we be fwends foreves. You know like bestist fwends." Said Bri as she looked at May who was smiling.

"Me to Bri. Me too. I'll be there for you forever."

"Forever evah?"

"Forever and beyond"
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I felt a tear stroll down my left cheek. Am I crying? What since when did I let Lucy get to me? Since when did I let me thinking of May get to me?

Maybe I should talk to Lucy. For closure, right? I mean I never knew why May left. She even knew I was gay before it started to happen so, why?

I looked at the note and noticed a small word printed on the bottom.

Hope.

Since when was there hope?

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Sorry for the slow update. For who ever is reading this... Anyways I think adding the songs to each chapter is gonna be harder than I thought it was.. But I will try to add more songs to each chapter. Anyways enjoy if you do enjoy! And I'll see you on the long road...