She Said Sorry

When You Love Someone

    "Are you guys ready?" Lucy asked putting her stupid sunglasses on and everyone walks to the beach not that far from our stay. We walk around and there's a bunch of rides next to the beach. There's rollercoasters and other rides I wouldn't be willing to go on. I shake my head as we all stuff our faces with junk food at the stands. We were making our way to the beach and Lucy was about to jump in when Chery stopped her.

     "You have to wait for your food to go down." Lucy looked at her with disbelief and crossed her arms and Chery gave her a stern look which made Lucy drop to her ass on the sand with a pout. I laughed at her childish antics. I laid my blanket down and sat on it and admired all the people around us. I was looking over everyone until I noticed a familiar figure. Tyler? I asked myself with complete shock. May's brother is here... why? Does she know? Should I tell her?
        "May..." I mumbled almost not audible as I poked her arm.

     "Hmm."

  "Look..." I pointed towards her brother. Her eyes almost fell out of her head as her hands attached to my arm for dear life.

      "T-t-tyler..." she mumbled and a tear almost made it's way down her cheek. He must've felt eyes on him cause he looked over at us and he literally dropped to his shaky knees. He got up quickly and ran to her while she got up and ran to him. I remember she told me he left with her dad but I didn't know they weren't able to see each other anymore. In this moment I also fell as if I was watching a movie..

    Tears fell from both of their eyes as they held each other scared to let go of the other.
    "Ty.. I haven't seen you in forever." I heard her mumble.

     "Is that her boyfriend?" Chery whispered to me.

    "God, no... that's her brother..." I whispered back and her cheeks turned pink.

      "What's going on?" Lucy asked also just starring at the two crying.

    "She hasn't seen her brother I guess.." I said.

     "Oh.. I didn't even know she had a brother." Lucy says and lays back. I look around noticing this other guy not to far from Tyler. Its probably Tyler's friend.
     They eventually pull away and then Tyler looks my way.

      "Sup, Bri. I haven't seen you in forever." Tyler says wiping his tears I get up and give him a hug.
      "Nice to see you Ty."

   "So theres something I need to tell you guys I hadn't told anyone." May says making us all sit down again and even Tyler's friend joined us.

      "My mom and dad divorced..."

     May's POV

    "You bastard! I never wanna see you ever again!" My mom yelled coming down the stairs with my dad. I got up from the couch and watched the two.

     "Well fuck you too! I'm taking the kids with me."

   "It's not up to you the kids get to decide who they'd like to stay with." I look over at Tyler who was watching them too. We look at each other with blank faces, I grab his hand and we stand in front of our parents.

     "Tyler," I whisper over to him, " Its going to be ok. Even if you don't pick mom it's ok. We knew this was going to happen some day Ty.. it's ok if you go with Dad. That's what you want. I'll stay with mom" Tyler nodded his head and went upstairs to pack.

      "You're leaving Ty." My mom said with tears in her eyes. Tyler ignored her and I can see he wants to cry too. He always had a stronger bond with Dad and I always had one with mom. But to know that I'd probably never see the two again hurt. I've been knowing the two were going to divorce. It was so obvious. They always fought never went on dates with each other. One day me and Tyler eventually talked about it and that's what we concluded. I'll stay with mom while he goes with dad. Considering the fact mom paid for the house..
      "He wants to come let him. You don't decide. They do remember. May... Sweety I'm gonna miss you so much, I love you. Take care of your mother for me and yourself. Ok?" He pulled me into a hug and that's where I lost it. That's where I knew I wouldn't ever see them again. That's where I knew my brother and I couldn't go to the movies with our friends anymore. Or watch spongebob when no one wanted to. Or play video games with each other. Go on trips together as a family. Go camping every year for a week like we used to do before everything went down... Go to the beach for my birthday like they promised me. Go to LA for my brothers birthday like we promised. Go bowling on special occasions like my brother winning his soccer games. None of that will ever happen ever. It hurted me to accept this but I know this is the truth. I cry and I give both my brother and my dad a last hug and give my brother a kiss on his cheeck for the last time. I'll never see them two again and it hurted. I watched as both of them went into the car. As the tears from Tyler's eyes threatened to fall and then I saw it...

   For one of the first times in my life I saw him cry. He cried harder than that time mom was in the hospital or his friend passed away. He cried. I could see the pain right through every tear that fell and I knew I was crying exactly the same way. I'll never see my younger brother again. I'll never see my dad again.

    Then when I saw their car disappear I didn't know if I should cry more or not. But a sudden stop came to my crying. Then I felt numb. I felt as if nothing in the world mattered anymore. What would I tell Bri? How would I live? Bri hardly talks to me anymore. What should I do? I wiped the tears off my face but I can feel the stain on my face. And for the first time in my life I knew nothing was going to be the same again. My "perfect" family was no longer perfect but a broken glass that needed more than tape and glue to get fixed. It was shattered. Shattered into a million pieces. This glass couldn't get fixed it was impossible. Not even the creators could fix it. But there could be a new glass. A new glass that looked the same as the old one. But it wouldn't be the same... nothing would.. but they fell out of love... and who am I to judge them? I can't fix something that is broken.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed this sad chapter... Tomorrow I'll try to upload two chapters but we will see 0.0