My Brother's Bestfriend (Jimin Fanfiction)

Chapter Two

I woke up to a loud crash. I looked over at the clock and saw that it was 7:34 p.m. How in the world did I sleep that long? Why didn't Tae wake me up? I then heard another crash followed by a girl's laughter. I quietly got out of bed and peeked my head out of the room to try and are where the noise came from. At the end of the hall, I saw a man and a woman kissing, well more like making out. I could tell from the man's back that it was Jimin. I took a deep breath and tried to keep the tears from spilling. I looked at the female and noticed that she was very skinny, unlike me. I watched as he held her and kissed her like his life depended on it. I could tell by the way he treated her that he really cared about her.

Feeling upset and jealous, I walked to the kitchen down the hallway and started making myself something to drink. I looked across the hallway and saw that Tae's bedroom door was closed. Looking up from my drink, I saw the two still kissing.

"Wow guys, having fun?"

Jimin turned around and saw me standing there. He started blushing and backed away from his girlfriend.

"Uhm, can I help you, fatty?" His girlfriend asked me with a bored expression on her face. Out of anger and just being petty, I slowly walked over to Jimin and stood on my tippy toes,
"Be careful with this one, Jiminie. You wouldn't want to catch a disease or anything." I kissed him on the cheek and walked back to my room with my drink in my hand.

As soon as I closed my door, I walked over to my mirror.

"Elizabeth, are you serious? P-E-to the-T-T-Y. So freaking petty."

I sighed with embarassment and layed on my bed.

I woke up the next morning and walked into the kitchen. As soon as I looked over the kitchen bar and into the living room, I saw Jimin asleep on the couch. Not even realizing it, I had started staring at him and admiring how perfect he looked. He looked so innocent and I fell in love with how his plump lips were open the slightest bit. The quiet sounds of him snoring were almost too quiet to hear. I also couldn't help but notice the way his chest moved up and down as he slept. I began to imagine snuggling up with him as we both slept on a Winter night. I imagined waking up to his angelic face and giving him a sweet good morning kiss. Then thoughts of his girlfriend being able to do that instead of me started to bombard my brain. She is the one who gets to kiss him whenever she wants and not need a reason for it, not me. She is the one who gets to snuggle with him every night. She is the one who gets his affection. Not me. But I needed to get used to that. It is not like it will ever happen for me anyway.

Tae walked in the kitchen and have me a curious face. Not even five seconds, his face turned to realization. I turned to him as a tear slowly fell down my face. Then, all at once, all the emotions I've kept bottled up over the years hit me and I collapsed in his arms. He just looked at me with sadness and understanding.

After about five minutes of comforting me, Jimin woke up and spotted us in the kitchen.

"Aww, guys. Group hug!"

Jimin then looked at my face and noticed I had been crying. His face automatically fell. I tried to turn my head from him so he wouldn't see my face, but he grabbed my face gently with both of his soft hands and said the sweetest thing I had ever heard.

"Lizzy, you are way to beautiful to be crying."

He then wiped away my tears with his thumbs and pulled me into a tight hug. About 30 seconds into the hug, the living room door opened and we heard Jimin's girlfriend. I quickly pulled away from the hug and went to wipe away my tears but Jimin stopped my hands and wiped away the remainder of my tears. He then gently grabbed my face again and genuinely smiled before he walked to his girlfriend and greeted her with a kiss.

I looked up at Taehyung and saw him looking at me with pity. In fear of breaking down again, I started walking back to my room but was followed by Taehyung.

"You are still in love with him, aren't you?" Tae said gently.

"Please don't say anything, Tae. Honestly."

"How long have you been in love with him?"

"For about 8 years. I've tried and tried and tried to get over him. And just when I think I'm finally over him, he shows back up and I fall in love with him all over again. It's so frustrating. I know I have no chance with him. So why won't my heart let go of him? You don't understand what it is like. It's like getting your heart ripped out everytime you see him with his girlfriend. And you know that she doesn't love him near as much as you do but you can't do anything about it and no matter what you do, you can't get away from him and you can't get him out of your head and just being around him raises your blood pressure to the max but you know you will never be good enough for him. But I know I'm not good enough for him. I have nothing on his girlfriend. I'm fat, I'm not near as pretty as her. And all this time, I try to run and escape away from him so maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to breathe but all the while it feels like I'm falling in this deep, dark hole. The petrifying part about it all is I don't know what is waiting for me at the bottom, and Tae, I'm terrified."

"Lizzy, I don't know what to say. He isn't good enough for you anyways. I know my best friend. The best thing to do would be move on, I'm sorry."

"Tae, did you not catch the part where I said I've already tried? I have tried. I've dated several different amazing guys, but the whole time, I just compare them to Jimin and they don't deserve that. I've tried everything, Tae."

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