mj fantasy fatal (continued)

regret

michael's pov

i stood there forever. her figure faded. her footsteps became quite. she became a shadow, then a blur. then. nothing. i cried. i waited for her to come back. she never did. and when sorrow was done, sweet memories were left. i waited every day by the window,

i saw her face everywhere. i heard her laughter in my ears. i felt her touch on my body. and when i closed my eyes i saw her in my mind. i wanted to never open my eyes because in my dreams she had no end. i wrote her name in my heart. my heart was broken but love went on forever. i would never forget her, she had given me too much to remember. somewhere deep in my heart i know she loved me too. i know she cried to sleep thinking about me. i know she imagined the last time she had seen me a thousand times. i know she slept in my shirt. but nothing would ever be the same.

kayla's pov

the moment passed, life moved on. his figure disappered from sight. my feet hit the wooden doorsteps of the house. my bare feet clambered on to the sand and far away. away from the house away from michael. i knew he had watched me every second. i knew he would remeber every moment. the chapter called 'michael' in my life was finished. but i would read over and over again. because this chapter was incomplete but i couldn't finish it. it was the worst part and the best part. every memory was engraved in my heart. and sometimes i wished he could shout at me one more time do i could hear his voice again. wish he could slap me one more time so i could feel his touch again. but the memories faded no matter how tightly i held unto them. michael's picture was tattered and torn from all the times i had held it and from the tears that had spilled on it. i remembered his last encounter a thousand times. i loved him too. my heart constantly ached. i cried, and when there were no more tears left, i fell asleep and dreamed of someone. someone with dark curls tumbling over there shoulders, arching eyebrows, soulful brown eyes and the most beautiful smile. michael. i would cry some more. i slept in his shirt but his smell was wearing off. i loved him too. but nothing would ever be the same. the michael in my head threw his head back and laughed, his hair coming into his eyes. the laugh was so carefree, so real. when he stopped laughing it his eyes still laughed. michael held his arms out to me.

"tell me you love me"

i tried to say but my voice caught in my throat, why couldn't i say it?. his smile disappered, and his eyes grew empty.

"i will always be there until the day you can tell me"

he turned and started walking away. i reached out for him.....

i opened my eyes i was lying on the floor my arms stretched out in front of reaching for someone that wasn't there. i ran to glass case michael had given me and smashed it, the glass dug into my hands. pain shot through my body, but it was nothing compared to what i felt inside. i wish someone could hold me and tell me it was okay. michael would but michael was gone. and no one else could