pain

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michael's pov

i got up and walked around the hospital, i went into park and walked for a bit. there weren't many people but i liked it that way. i wanted space, i wanted time. i wanted everything to rewind. joseph had never loved us but somewhere deep inside every parent loved their child apart from joseph. we had never thought of him as our father, always as our creator. he had never nourished and advised us it had always been discipline and cruelty. i walked with my head down and my hands in my pockets. people say that a heartbreak can be so painful it feels physically painful. but all that was over, now i had a empty place inside me. flowers of every colour spilled unto the sidewalks. lillies floated in the water. people sat in the sunshine, talked and ate. how could the world be so beautiful, how could people still laugh and eat. my daughter was gone but to everyone else it didn't matter. i kept that pain, that emptiness in the part of my heart no one saw. no matter how much i cried or mourned, they never understood me. because it was my pain not theirs, i had lost someone beloved not them. tears filler my vision. on a bench sat a little girl, she had a doll with brown hair, golden brown curly hair, and big brown eyes, rosebud mouth......my throat choked up, i fell to my knees and cried, my face in my hands. why did life have to be so cruel?. in my head a little girl stood before me,

" i didn't do it daddy, promise i didn't"

tears spilled down my cheekbones and into the grass, sobs racked my whole body, and still i couldn't stop. my pain was never ending.

( at the other end of the park)

a blonde woman took out her phone, she was looking at the man kneeling in the grass

she spoke into her phone

"i've found michael joseph"

on the end of the line

"kill him"

it was too simple yet powerfull words

the blonde woman took out her lipstick concealed as a gun. she walked towards michael. michael looked up as she came closer

"r-rose?"

rose holds the lipstick out

heavens pov

i am wake in a big white bed, i'm scared i want daddy

"DADDY!"

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