mj fantasy fatal (continued)

the beginning again

Michael's pov

I didn't look back, i never did, joseph had hardened my heart, i had become like him.

A heartless person.

A stranger.

But most of all lonely.

I hadn't started off like this.

I had cared.

I had possessed a heart.

I hurt.

I had promised myself that i would not become like joseph.

In my childhood i had feared him.

In my adolesense i had hated him.

I would be a better person, i would prove to him that it wasn't always about gain, it was about love.

But everything had changed.

Too many people had hurt him.

Everything i had loved had been taken from me.

I would punish the world for what they had done to me.

That's how it had been, until.....until i met kayla.

It had been a new beginning, a new dawn, i had seen hope, things didn't have to be this way.

And i loved again, i gave her my heart, my everything.

She gave me as much back, love, passion, feeling and she gave me ....heaven.

This was how it was meant to be.

And then again back to the beginning.

It had hurt more, maybe because i had loved kayla truly

I had thought that this would last forever

Her betrayal  broke my whole being,? ,made me weak.

I learned that day that nothing lasts forever.

Everything was taken from me in one day.

I would never make that mistake again, i would never fall in love.

This was my life, the life of michael jackson.

People call me cold hearted, selfish, arrogant, heartless

But that is because they will never go through what i did.

But today when i saw her, something stirred

Old feelings came back

Doubts

Had i not punished her enough for what she had done to me?

But i would never forget what she had done to heaven, never.

She had lost her memory

Was there any harm in starting fresh.

I didn't have to love her

She needed to give me a child, something she owed me

I took out my phone

'information on kayla richand'

It would be like the beginning

A relationship of hate