Gray's p.o.v. -
"U-ummm...do you l-like Natsu...in that sort of way?" Juvia says hesitantly. I turned my head and stared at her while questions flew through my mine.
'What? How did she find out so easily? Is it that easy to read my true feelings?' My face began to burn when she looked at me wide-eyedly.
'Crap!! What do I do now, she knows my feelings for Natsu.'
She looked like she was going to cry. Crap!!!
"Gray please tell me I'm wrong. You can't love him and he will never love you as much as I do Gray-sama!!" She says while starting to sprout tears.
"Shut the hell up!!! I know he would never love me but I don't
care. My feelings are mine not yours, and I can't tell myself not to love who I love. So if you think I'm sick or disgusting I don't give a damn and you can leave me alone." I said fiercely to her.The color in her face began to fade and more tears fall on the hardwood floor from her eyes.
I felt bad that I snapped like that but I worried to death about Natsu.
"How can you say that Gray? I've loved you for a long time now and he doesn't love you. I can make you forget your feelings." She said trying to hold back her tears but with no success.
I jumped to my feet and stomped my foot down to shut her up. She jumped from the sudden bang.
"I don't want you to help me to forget my feelings!!! I don't want to loss Natsu and this is not the time to talk about this so shut the hell up and leave my alone Juvia!!!" I screamed at her holding she'd shut up and leave it be.
"Gray-sama?!?" She says with tears rolling down her face.
"LEAVE!!!!"
I didn't say anything after that just glaring angrily into her soul. Her eyes were bright red and tears where falling like waterfalls down her pale cheeks. I didn't worry about making her hate me I'm just frustrated with myself for allowing Natsu to get hurt so badly.
Juvia's trembling while gasping for air while crying so hard. She took a few steps back, than turned around and ran out of the guild hall.
Lucy's p.o.v. -
Juvia just ran out of the guild crying. 'She was with Gray wasn't she? Did he say something to upset her?'
I walk over to Gray he was standing up in a position that looked like he was ready to fight with someone.
"Hey Gray you ok?"
"I just yelled at Juvia and she ran off crying." He said without sounding sad at all.
"Why? Did she say something about Natsu?" I asked he hesitantly.
"Yeah she said I should forget about Natsu and she'll help me get over my feelings for him or something like that."
"Feelings?" I said while slightly tilting my head to the side.
"Yeah I somehow...fall for Natsu. I didn't realize it until you guys left for that job." He said sitting back down on the floor and burying his head in his knees. I could barely see the pick crawling across his face.
"You probably fined me disgusting now." He mumbled under his breath slightly.
"Why would I think your disgusting Gray?"
"Because I love another guy in a romantic type of way." He seemed to hate himself for looking another, non-the-less Natsu.
I reach my hand out and pat him on the head. "Its ok. We can't help who we love. And I will never think your disgusting because you love another man. I'm happy you fell in love and it will be ok. I'm on your side Gray." I said softly with a loving and truthful voice.
Gray lifted his head from his knees and looks up at me with a now calm and grateful face.
"Thank you Lucy. Your a great friend." He sfounded relieved.
"Good I'll talk to you later ok. Good luck." I gave him a thumbs up and walked away smilling.
I decided to go after Juvia to make sure she is ok. I walked out of the guild hall and look around the city. Something cold and wet fall onto my check. It has started to rain.
"The forecast didn't call for rain anytime soon weird. Wait I must be close to Juvia. Her emotions are probably everywhere and its causing it to rain like before she met Gray." I started to head to the center of the storm.
I glanced around the area and my eyes managed to spot Juvia sitting on the wet ground crying like an infant. I slowly approach forward trying not to scare her.
"Juvia are you ok?" I asked softly but she didn't respond at all. So I called to her again and tapped her shoulder.
"Juvia." Still no responds.
'How can I get her to talk to me. Hmmm.'
"Juvia just forget about him. Let him love who he loves. You should want the one you love to be happy and gray is happy loving Natsu."
Juvia responded this time but not in a way I wish she would have. A huge wave of water appeared behind her. She lifts her head and stands up. She didn't seem sad anymore but angry.
"SHUT THE HELL UP!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL!!!!!" She screams at the top of he lungs. Her voice was so groggy and horse it sounded like she was a banshee.
The wave falls and envelopes me. My feet lifted from the ground, the air disappeared, and the current pushed me farther and farther away from her until she was out of sight.
I couldn't hold my breath any longer. I started to panic; gasping form air everytime my head made contact with the air. My vision began to blur. 'I'm going to drow.' Is all I could think of.
Gray's p.o.v. -
Its been two hours since they shut the door, and an hour since Lucy took off to hind Juvia. I wonder if she found her.
*Creek*
I looked up the door was opened and Porlyusica was standing in front of me looking pale and drained of energy.
My body tensed up instantly. "Is he...ok?"
YOU ARE READING
Gray Fullbuster x Natsu Dragneel (YAOI)
RomanceGray is a member of Fairy Tail but he never expected to fall for his teammate, Natsu. Will Natsu be able to accept Grays feelings or will Grays newly founded love go up in flames.