Denial {Eustass Kid x Reader}

Recovery

The first night was the hardest. Kid couldn't sleep because of the pain, so you didn't sleep either. You missed your husband and wanted to be in his arms so bad, but fate was cruel.

You needed his comfort to get over your loss, be he needed you to help him heal, so for now you push your grief to the side.

Whenever he did sleep you would lock yourself in the bathroom and just cry your eyes out.

Kid had nightmares and would shake and moan till you woke him. He would scream sometimes and sweat like crazy. What's left of his arm was almost always in pain.

He would constantly get frustrated and yell and curse. He put a few holes in the walls. This never scared you though because you knew he was going through a lot right now.

After a week had passed he was walking on his own just fine and would leave the room from time to time, but you did not.

You felt like a failure for not being able to protect your unborn child. The only people you would see were Kid and Killer. This did not go unnoticed by your husband.

Not knowing how to deal with the loss himself he felt that he had no right to tell you that it would be okay.

Untill he woke in the middle of the night to the sound of your sobs muffled behind the bathroom door.

You had forgot to lock it that night and Kid walks in. He stares at your crumbled form curled up in the fetal position on the cold floor.

He has never seen you like this in all the time you have been with him and he was scared.

Yes Eustass Captain Kid was scared.

Nothing meant more to him then you and in this moment he realized how neglectful he had been toward you. You needed him more then you lead on.

He bent down, and with his one arm scooped you up and held you tight.

He knew why you were crying and it broke his heart. He let a few tears of his own slip out as you clung to his body for dear life.

He walked over to the bed and lays you down as you hold each other like you would never see the other again. Once you stopped crying Kid broke the silence.

"(Y/n) My love, my life, my future."

You look up at him through puffy eyes and he plants a kiss on your forehead.

"I have a plan to make a base for our crew on a island. Somewhere we can go and always be safe. This will not defeat me and I already have plans to build a new arm from metal."

"Okay, but what's your point Kid" you try to look away but Kid pushes your face back up.

"I love you (y/n) with all my heart and soul and want you to be happy, so when we have established our base... I want to have a baby."

Your eyes go wide "What?"

"I want us to start a family and this is the safest way to do it."

You sit up in bed "I don't know Kid."

"Just think about it" Kid pushes his body up off the bed and kisses your lips. "I can't wait to start trying."

You blush and kiss him back.

Kid licks your bottom lip asking for entrance and you quickly open and fight for dominance but Kid wins and you feel everything melt away as he fills you with so much love.

He scoots back to lean on the headboard and holds your face with his one hand to keep your kiss locked in. You throw your leg over his body to straddle him and place both hands on his chest as his hand slides down and squeezes your ass.

You break the kiss when the need for air burns your lungs and look him in the eye. "Are you sure you wanna do this right now?"

"Right now I just need you, my wife and nothing else."

You scoot off of him and pull his pants down and position yourself between his legs. You take his hard cock into your mouth. Kid leans his head back and closes his eye as you pleasure him. His hand goes to the back of your head "Yes baby just like that".

Your speed up your pace and suck harder as his moans get louder. "Fuck baby I'm close". He opens his eyes and looks down at you as you suck his length all the way down your throat.

You watch his flushed face as you bob your head. You shove all his length in your mouth a few more times then hold it there as he cums down your throat "(Y/n)~"

You swallow and remove him from your mouth before sliding off your pants and straddle him once again. You grind your dripping pussy on his softening cock to stimulate him once again.

He holds your thigh as you rock back and forth "Mmm baby that feels good"

"It's been to long. I need you inside me" you push up with your knees and position his once again erect member at your entrance and slide back down. You moan all the way till he is fully sheathed and stretches your walls around his thickness

"Ahh~ fuck baby your so damn tight."

You start to bounce and remove your shirt reveling your naked breasts to him. He fondles your breasts as you bounce throwing your head back and getting your fingers tangled in your (h/l) (h/c) hair. "Kid~" you moan as he leans in and takes one of your nipples into his mouth.

"Kid I-I'm close" you say in between breaths and moans.

You place your hands on his shoulders as he leans back watching the pleasure on your face as you lock eyes. His hand goes back to your thigh as he bucks his hips to thrust into you harder.

You slam yourself down as hard as you can a few more times before your walls clamp down and you both find your much needed release, mixing your juices together deep inside you.

You lean forward to rest on his chest till you catch your breath. You sit up and raise up a little bit to let him pull out and place kisses over his scars on his face and chest.

"I love you so much Kid. I know you are having a hard time right now..."

He puts his finger over your lips silencing you. "No (y/n) you need me and you have me. I can't even imagine the pain you are going through right now with this loss. I know you want kids, and I want to give them to you."

He leans in and kisses your scar on your left shoulder. "We're both broken and damaged, but together we can overcome anything."

You start to tear up "Thank you Kid for being a husband worth standing beside."

He slides down so your laying and wraps his arm around you. You kiss him a few times before sleep takes you both.

You both sleep better that night then you have since before any of this happened.

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The next morning you and Kid join the rest of the crew in the galley for breakfast.

Everyone especially Killer is happy to see you both.

"(Y/n) I'm so happy to see you smiling again" Killer says as he pulls you into a hug.

"Me too. I'm sorry if I worried any of you. I just...

You look to Heat as he cuts you off.
"There's no need to explain (y/n). Killer told me and Wire about what happened, and we knew you needed time so we pulled together and took care of the crew while you delt with those things."

"Thank you guys, I don't know what I would do without all of you."

You look up at Kid and smile. He leans in and kisses your lips in a sweet chaste kiss.

"I don't know what I would do without you either (y/n). Your all I dreamed about when I was unconscious."