Kalon

last week

Goodbyes Song with perspective of Alexander

You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way to good at goodbyes
(I'm way to good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No way that you'll see me cry
(No way that you'll see me cry)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

No
No, no, no, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No, no, no, no
No, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
(No way that you'll see me cry)
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

'Cause every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes

Kalon pov

My phone rang and a smile appeared on my lips seeing the name

"Hey Dad,how are you?"
"I am good how is my angel doing"
"I am great dad ,but I miss you guys soooo much"
"Well you no longer need to miss us because you are shifting here next week"
"Dad are you serious !wow I am soooo happy!!"

"We enrolled you in one of the top colleges here and your flight is next saturday"
Just then I realised that I was leaving not for a trip but for many years,I may never comeback here and my smile faded
"What happened princess you'r not happy?"

"No dad I am more than happy it's just that I have spent all my childhood here and leaving everything all of a sudden is..."

"Don't worry with time everything will be fine,also I just can't afford to stay without my bubble of happiness
anylonger"

"Dad I miss you"

"Don't miss me much now or I i'll book the next flight to meet you,just enjoy your last days in school there and we will meet next saturday"

"Okay dad love you take care"
"Bye princess"

I held fluffy(my dog) in my arms.
This means I may never see Rose,Abbie,fluffy ever again
Fluffy oh no I need to book his ticket also,I messaged dad to book his ticket as well.

This also meant I may not see Alexander again,this thought churned something in my stomach

He will be happy to never see my face again as he himself said he hates my presence,Alex your wish just came true now you need not see my face again ever in your life.