It Hurts Me To Think That You've Ever Cried (A Zayn Malik Fan-Fic) ~COMPLETED~

Chapter 1

Hi guys! This is my first story so it may not be that good. This chapter is a little boring because the future was all based on this day. Dont be afraid to comment, I want to hear what you guys think. Enjoy!! :)

Chapter 1

Ashley's Point of View

"Beep, Beep" You know what that means, school. My names Ashley and i am your typical 15 year old girl. Half asleep I zombie walked over to my closet and picked out what clothes i should wear today. Finally, i picked out a pair of black skinny jeans and a nice blue top to make my blue eyes pop. I lay them on my bed and head over to my shower. While taking my shower, i listen to my favorite British and Irish boy-band One Direction. As soon as i saw them i loved all of them, but there was something about the tan one with the black hair that make my heart race.

"You're insecure, dont know what for. You're turning heads when you walk through the do-oo-or. Dont need make-up to cover up. being the way that you are is eno-ou-gh." Everytime i hear this song i get butterflies in my stomach, i dont know why but these five boys could always turn my day around, they were my everything.

"Come on Ashley i need to get ready for school too," my sister Hannah yelled. My sister and I always fought but deep down we loved eachother and always have eachothers back.

"Just wait, i will be out in five minute," i yelled back at her. From her not responding, i am guessing that she walked away from the door. After getting out of my hot shower i went back inside my room and blow-dried my long brown hair. Finally, it was all dry and i straightened it. I put my clothes and looked in my mirror. Ewww i thought.  

"Ashley, the bus it here." My mother yelled.

"Oh my god." i mumbled to myself. I threw my blue converse on and ran downstairs grabbing my backpack on my way. "Bye mom, bye dad, bye Hannah," i yelled while running out the door. As i got onto the bus my best friend Nicole waved my over and i sat next to her.

"Hay gurl hay," she said. I chuckled and said the same thing back to her. The bus ride was usually kinda boring because all we did was listen to music. One Direction music instantly roared into my ears from the earphones and i started to hum along. I listened to What Makes You Beautiful, Gotta Be You, One Thing, and More Than This before i finally got to school. Nicole was my only friend at school because all my other friends left me for other people for no apparent reason. Whatever its their loss anyway. Nicole and I walked together and seperated because we had different homerooms. We waved and we were both on our way. School was pretty boring even lunch because i had no friends in my lunch period. When school ended I went onto the bus and Nicole greeted me and we just talked about our day. My stop was up. I walked the rest of the way and expected to see my parents home like they usually were.

"Hello, anybody home?" i yelled. Well this was unusual, my family is always home when i come home from school. Suddenly my phone rang and it was an unknown number.

"Yes, this is she. Oh my god, okay Im on my way." It was the hospital informing me that my parents and my sister were in a terrible accident and are in a terrible condition. The hospital was pretty close to my house so i ran there until i ran out of breath. I approached the lady at the front desk and asked "Are Hannah, Maria, and Bryon Fields here?"

"Yes they are second floor room 132, hun."

"Okay thanks." I ran towards the elevator which opened up almost instantly. I walked in and the room was silent except for my breathing and the ride felt like almost forever. The door opened. "Finally," i muttered to myself. There was a huge commotion by where i was going. My heart skipped a beat and i prayed that it wasnt room 132. Of course with my luck it was. I tried to run inside and find out what was happening but the nurses wouldnt budge. At one point they all stopped, sighed and came out to talk to me.

"Are you Ashley Fields?" one nurse asked. It felt like my mouth wouldnt open and i just nodded. "Listen honey, we are so sorry. We did everything we could but the driver who hit them didnt stop and nobody had their seatbelts on." I ran away in tears, I couldnt believe what was happening, this couldnt be happening. But it was. I went inside the room and fell on a chair. I couldnt breathe from how much i was crying. My eyes were puffy and tears were sticking onto my cheeks. I stood in the room for an hour crying until the same nurse walked in.

"Before your mom passed away she said that you could live with your Aunt Lisa in Doncaster, England. Somebody will escort you to your house to pack your things and put you on a plane. They are on their way." I stood up and decided if i should clean up. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my face. When i got out some strange people were waiting by the door and they escorted my out to their car door. The ride to my house was silent and i went inside remebering the last words they said to me and all the memories that we created. Then i knew for sure, they are really gone. I packed my belongings slowly so i could remember what it felt like being in my original home for the last time. When i was done reminising i went back out into the car and started crying to myself. The guy in the backseat tried to comfort me, but we both knew that it wouldnt work. We finally arrived to the airport and my plane was going to leave in 15 minutes. The men who brought me here hugged me and tols me that everything was going to be okay. Hopefully everything would be. I went through security check and waited for my plane.

"Flight 23 to Doncaster, England is boarding," i heard on the loudspeaker. This would be my last time in America for a while. I boarded the plane trying not to remember the long day that brought me here today. I still couldnt believe this was happening. After thinking for 45 minutes, i fell into a deep sleep wondering what kind of things would happen in England.