It Hurts Me To Think That You've Ever Cried (A Zayn Malik Fan-Fic) ~COMPLETED~

Chapter 11

Sadly this story is going to end soon because it was my first one and i didnt expect it to be very long. I have the ending done and it made a lot of people cry :( enjoy!!

~Chapter 11~

ONE WEEK LATER

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Ashleys Point Of View

I took a deep breath as i entered the doctors office. This was it. My first chemotherapy treatment. I walked in with Zayn, hand in hand. He was so supportive and i was so happy that he was going through this with me. Together we researched chemotherapy. It was when you had to sit up to a machine while the injection pour drugs into you and you sit there for a few hours.The drugs destroyed tumors and the cancer cells that divided quickly. The side effect from that is it destroys some of the healthy cells and thats why people lost their hair when they went rhtough chemo therapy. We walked into the room and the doctor came almost immediantley.

"Are you ready?" he asked.

"Lets get this over with." i said. He nodded and hooked me up to the needles in less than five minutes.

"Are you okay?" Zayn asked

"Zayn its only been 2 minutes." i laughed.

"I know but i want to make sure that your okay."

"Thank you."

The tension in the room could be cut with a knife until Zayn finally broke the silence.

"When you get better i am going to take you anywhere you want."

"How do you know that im going to get better?" i asked.

"Dont you ever say that, You are going to get better and we are going to spend the rest of our lives together. I wanted to wait to give you this but now feels like a good time."

At the mention of that he took a blue box out of his pocket.

"This is a promise ring to show you that i will always love you and that we will spend the rest of our lives together because i love you."

I gasped in shock and stared at the ring. It was sterling silver with diamonds on the top. On the back it had the lyrics to our song. Engraved it said "Its Gotta Be You, Only You."

"Oh My God Zayn i absolutley love it and i love you!" I got up and tried to hug him but the wires and the machines got in the way.

"I love you too and relax, you can hug me all you want later."

I laughed. "This is a promise that i will keep. We will spend the rest of our lives together."

He smiled. "I love you."

"I love you too,"

"So where do you want to go?"

"Can we go someplace thats warm because i hate the cold."

"Of course, i will go anywhere."

"We can decide later."

"Okay love."

I kept looking at the ring that Zayn placed on my finger and he smiled.

"You must really like it if your looking at it more than i look at my reflection."

I smiled. "I love it a lot! Thank you so much Zayn!"

"No problem love. It was worth it because the look on your face was priceless."

I laughed again. "I bet it was. I wasnt expecting that."

"Well i am the unpredictable one in the band."

"Yes and for that im thankful."

I looked over and noticed that Zayn has been holding my hand since the hour we have been here.

"Thank you so much for everything Zayn."

"No problem, you know that i am always here for you and that i would do anything for you."

"I know, thanks so much."

"You say thank you too much!"

I laughed "I know" and made a little pouty face.

"i never said that it was a bad thing."

I smiled and looked at the ring again. It was absolutley beautiful. I couldnt believe that i was this lucky to have a boyfriend this amazing.

The doctor came near me again.

"You're done for today." he said.

"Yes, finally." i said.

"Come back next week and you can contiunue your treatment."

"Will do doctor."

"See you next week."

"Goodbye, thank you!"

Zayn and I left the doctors office still holding hands until we arrived back to his house.

"Do you want to go home or go to my house with the boys?" he asked.

"Well my aunts not home yet and im sure the boys want to know how im feeling."

He nodded and we walked up to his house. We opened the door and all the boys were waiting on the couch.

"Ashley!" was echoed all over the room and all the boys came up to hug me.

"We all missed you so much," Liam said.

"We missed Zayn too since he has spent all of his time with you." Louis said jokingly.

"Im sorry." i said sarcastically.

He laughed and we all moved onto the couch.

"Im sorry for what happened." Niall said.

"Thanks."

We talked for one more hour and my aunt arrived home.

"I should get home, i havent seen my aunt in forever."

"Bye Ashley!" they all yelled.

Zayn came up and walked me to my house.

"Goodybye love. See you tomorrow. I love you."

"Goodbye Zayn. I love you too."

He leaned into me and planted a light kiss onto my lips. I smiled and walked away.

"Zayn." my aunt yelled. "Thank you for everything that you did for Ashley."

"It was no problem. Really."

She nodded and gave me a tight hug while she brought me inside.

"I got a call from the hospital and im so sorry, but we will get through this together."

I leaned into her and just cried. I havent done that in a while and it felt good to release my feelings out like that. She started crying too.

It was going to be a hard time for all of us.