Life story

Year 7 (pt 3)

Chloe legit says "well it's not my fault"

Aleah responds
"I hope you're happy"

We walked away and Chloe came back to where we were sitting. I forgot to mention but before the whole drama thing Anne joined the group.

Chloe's sister and her friends came back to fight back. Anne was there as well.

They talked to Aleah as I started to mumble to myself. I couldn't help it. I felt like nothing in my life mattered anymore. Not to mention that I might have schizophrenia. The voices in my head were telling me to do it again. I rummaged through my bag and grabbed out my pencil case. I opened my pencil case and grabbed the scissors.
"She's fucking cutting herself" Aleah shouts
"Then she deserves it" Anne responds before walking off

My face showed no emotion as I started carving flesh off from my own wrist. I kept going, there wasn't any pain and I could see their faces. Fear radiated from them. Chloe's sister walked off. I put the scissors away and looked at the blood that started expanding. 4 minutes later Ms Budd came by and asked "Can I please have Alexa"

I was in deep shit.

I took my bag and left.

I was brought into an office and the bell rang. I was going to miss math.
I waited their silently. As Ms Budd went to speak to her class.

She came back and asked me questions.
19 minutes pass and she calls my mum.
Asks more questions and by 40 minutes another period is about to start. I was going to miss my music assessment.

My mum comes in crying, I get talked to by another counciler. Like that I leave school and go home.
My parents were worried.

The next day I came back and stopped earlier so I could walk with Aleah. Aleah told me about math. She went to class crying the whole period. She got asked questions. She didn't tell me anything after that. A few people asked me why I left.

A week later I became friends with Chloe again.

Term 4.

Charlotte and I only talk about The Evil Within 2. I started watching Markiplier play it the day I cut myself. I love the game so much and well, JOSEPH IS STILL ALIVE!!!!!

Charlotte and I had a bus watching system to see who could see the most Evil Within 2 buses. We've done it to Wolfenstein and Assassins Creed. Future games will be done as well.

To this day 18th of November 2017. Chloe and I haven't been talking again. I went to sit with Aleah when Chloe left the group with Anne, etc. I didn't know and now it seems that Chloe is blaming me for not being there when I clearly didn't know. We haven't talked in almost 3 weeks.

I'll update if anything happens.
Peace out