Side story

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by shockjaw12

by shockjaw12

This topic isn't really something I mention all the time.

Everyone has had that one person they really hate and wanted to kill, right?

Yeah I have. I have some sick twisted mind. You wanna know why.

I have some weird dreams about me slaughtering everyone in Year 6 or me killing myself at graduation day.
It's sick and twisted I know, but. It's something that doesn't really bother me. I deserve to go to a mental hospital right?
Yeah, I do.
I know another friend who enjoys this stuff like I do. I'm not going to kill anyone though that's just horrible. It's just kinda fascinating imagining what they'll look like dying. Is that only me, sorry.

Am I mentally ill. Most likely. I need help, I don't want to tell anyone. It would be better to not come to school from now on. I cut myself, not because of guilt or anything else. I lied to everyone. I only did it because I actually don't know why. Was it because I just wanted to feel the relief of pain? Pain reliefs me somehow. I don't know why. Was it because of the blood? I really don't know the reason why?

It's just a really horrible thing to think about isn't it

But hey, death is like art right?